T__T even til this day i still clearly remember how excited i was when you suddenly popped up in my notifs 🥹🥹 i was in the middle of refreshing it at the time since i was in the middle of a convo with someone and i had to do a double take when i saw /your/ name. definitely a core memory for me :'33 i'm glad that you're able to push those thoughts away all with the help of those small actions i did back then ☹️🩷 every time i think about it it makes me really happy knowing i Did still go out of my way. i would definitely do it all over again if it meant you knowing that you **are** cared for & remembered no matter how long time passes. even within that short amount of time you've already made such a huge impact on me & i wanted to make sure that you Knew that. i honestly sometimes have these specific thoughts, but whenever i remember these msgs u send me telling me how happy you are that i did this & that, how you always go out of ur way to reassure me even when i don't ask for it, it helps make the thoughts disappear :'
🩷 all these things mean the world to me & i'll definitely remember and hold your kindness deep in my heart for the rest of my life 🫂🩷 all the love back to you! !!!!!!! i'm glad that we could help each other like this through the little things. ᜊ꒦ິ^꒦ິᜊ
omg☹️🥲🩷 thank you really :') you didn't have to say all thisT_T so sorry for making you worry 🥲🫂 Buuut but still. it makes me really happy to know that i'm able to help you like this despite our distance. what matters to me the most is that i'm able to make You feel better in a way. please know that you do the same for me too, okay? okay. your efforts, whether it's being there to comfort me or just simply Being here despite how hard it must feel at time, it all means the world to me & i hope you know!!!!🫂🫂🫂 (also considering the fact that you mentioned heavily relying on physical reassurance, which is something you don't rlly get when it comes to simply msging like this. despite that, you still allow yourself to Believe that you are deserving of all the love you receive & that you Are worthy and capable of making friends. i can't imagine how difficult it must be to try to reassure yourself without that ☹️ I think that itself takes so much strength to do & i'm so proud of you for holding on & trying, for us, and for yourself 🫂🩷) one thing about you is that even with the slightest hint of doubt from me, you're always there to reassure me, going thru lengths just to prove otherwise like here now☹️☹️ always knowing what to say & what to do, it feels too much !!!in a Good way!!!!!🥲🩷🩷🩷 i'll forever and always be so grateful for you. (it's just that. guueehhghhdj. so sorry for making u have to reassure me knowing u urself aren't exactly Okay right nowT_T 🫂🫂 i love u soso much.!!!!☹️)
++ i see too!! you don't have to talk about them if it's too much or too scary for you. if there's anything else that i can do to help, i'll always be glad to do so ^__^ 🩷 please continue to do things at your own pace, i'll be here until you're ready for the bigger steps when the time comes. 🦦🦭 (T_____T faifai... T_____T every time u mention ur gift for me i only get a whole lot more excited... i'm glad you have that to focus on 🥹🩷!!!!!!! ++ tamashiho is such a cute nickname thing ueueue;;; and 🐣🐣🐣 pls tell aru i said hello :'3 👋🏼👋🏼 that's so silly... 🐣🐣🐣)
woah oh my gosh u're alrdy caught up with all the eps??!?!/?/!/!/ :Oc it makes me happy knowing u enjoyed watching :'3 🩷 uueeuughh when i saw the ending preview i Screamed T__T i Knew it would be him.. i was kicking my feet and giggling so much at the thought of it that night LMAAOOO.., && i instantly noticed the matching cgs too !!! the ep that dropped right when /i/ finally caught up w the eps was.. ep24 😭 shattered my heart to pieces but Whatever.!!!!!!!//$'