hi ruriiii🥹🥹 i’m Okay🥹 i think i’m doing slightly better than i was yesyes… i’ve luckily had a lot of things on hand to keep my mind busy this time so all is well. (๑⃙⃘´༥`๑⃙⃘) don’t worry about not being able to do much to help me, Ok??☹️🫂 i know i say it a lot but just the words and reassurance that you’ll always have my back whenever i may need it is more than enough in the moment. the specific thing that has been bothering me is Waay too complicated and long term to explain in a single message anyways so,,, it’s okay!!!🥲 i’ll get through it ♪ i hope everything is okay on your end too, i’m aaalways thinking of u even when i’m not around.❤︎ sending lots of hugs (sea otter…. So Cute🥹 that’s mell. Me)

https://x.com/nerdyverz/status/2116754561956253983?a=nKa1vDZ30z9_jb5oSbw&s=19 cutieieuryrgf🦦🦦🩷🩷

hellohello 🩷 (/･ω･(-ω-) it's been a few days since i last sent anything ;'3 i hope your recovery has been going well ! & that you're feeling better mentally even if it's just a bit, been thinking about u a lot & really wish that i couldve done something to help in any way regarding that 🫂 please let me know on how you're doing whenever you're able to Okay? okay!!🥹💝

ooh ignore the fact that i submitted a whole new msg instead of replying... #oopsie euueifjgjg luv u lots & lots , ruriseal will be cheering u on throughout your recovery !!!!!🫂🩷

whejskdddw Hi!! hhihii hi hi I missed U 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 i'm very happy to hear from u again and i'm so sorry that's how it's been for you lately 🫶🏼 i understand that if you need to be away for a while! please don't worry about reading or responding to anything for now, prioritize your well-being for the time being & i'm wishing u all the best & a quick recovery 🫂🩷 know that I'll be thinking abt u always!! it's good to know that you're recovering now even if it's just a bit 🥹🫶🏼 i'll be waiting here patiently until things get better. i love you a whole bunch and a whole lot too!!! very very much (/･ω･(-ω-) i'm glad you're able to find something to keep you comforted & distracted during this time too:' again please take all the time you need. i can't imagine how draining it must feel to deal with so much things at once, so i understand if you won't have the energy to respond 🫂 i'll still be here if ever anything may come up.! always take care & i wish u all the best ☹️🩷🦦🩷

hello Hi i’m so sorry😭😭 i’ve been super sick for the last week or so and have barely been able to find the energy to be checking my phone enough to send any msgs myself, and in general my mental state has been Absolutely Horrible as of late for some reason sooo🥲 if i seem less present for the time being that’s why. but i’m recovering from the sickness a bit now at least !! :’] but as always thank you so so much for the words and reassurance, it means a lot to hear that && i’ll keep it in mind if ever🫂 love love you and i hope you’re doing well too <3 i will be okay Eventually..!!! i’ve been reading 18trip stories lately actually and nagi specifically has given me a lot to think about in terms of words of reassurance and comfort to go back on if i need it. i like him and a few others a lot i think and having new characters to focus on tends to help me when i feel like this…. pray pray

if you need to be away for the time being, i completely understand 🫂🩷 i hope you'll always know that i will be here if every anything may come up. i wish to understand what may be bothering you & if there is anything that i can possibly do to help—i don't want to have you hesitate on coming to me for anything :'

hellohihihi 🥲🩷!!! i noticed ur acc is gone & was wondering if you're doing okay :' i am so sorry if we haven't been talking much lately too :[ i couldn't exactly think of anything to talk about & if there was anything they were mainly posts, so i understand not getting responses hehe;; :'3 🫂 I hope what ever you're going through right now will pass. & if there is anything that i could do to help, even just a little, i hope you'll let me know what i can do (/･ω･(-ω-) i care about u a lot & hope i can ease things if it's reassurance that you need. please take care & go easy on yourself 🫂!! i'll be waiting for you ♥

🫂🫂🫂 i’ll always try to remember that then..!.!.!/! the times where you’ve sent me random long paragraphs rambling abt how much you cherish our relationship made me so happy at the time and still do up until this day ♪ && i’ll always remember those things even if you only mention them vaguely once or twice🥹 they’re all locked away in the section of my brain reserved for ruricchi.🦭 i’m pretty sure i said this ages ago but i think you can learn a looot about someone by simply looking at their favourite characters and the connecting themes between them… same goes for the genres and lyrics of someone’s fav songs ^^ it’s nice to keep them in mind just incase they ever come in handy…💭 it’s both a blessing And a curse at times depending on the person uueuwhagh,,, uuueueue i can’t properly come up with the words to thank you or express what i’m feeling atm but just know that all of ur words are making me smile So Much,,, i appreciate you so much☹️🫂 i always keep that in mind whenever i start feeling doubtful abt things actually… all of the times u’ve told me that you’ll be waiting with open arms if i ever need time away being me sooo much reassurance and it never fails makes everything feel so much lighter to carry ;’] i’ll truly truly forever be grateful for you but compared to before, i feel so much more confident and secure in myself when it comes to friendships and that’s all because of Your help,,🥹 i don’t panic and doubt the truth behind your words half as much as i did when we first met and it’s something that makes me reaaally happy to think about. https://x.com/off_1222/status/2112480922347913624?s=46 cutie cutie🥹🥹🐣

ouuughhh…. Us…..😭😭 it’s like i write one small thing and suddenly every internal thought just comes spilling out and then there’s somehow 10000000 words written down in the span of a few minutes😭 the level of longing that comes with a long distance online friendship is #insane actually. but do you know how Nice it feels to be able to pour my heart out like that when i’m able to and know for certain that it won’t be seen as weird or overbearing and instead know that i’ll receive the exact same sort of response no matter how sudden it is... ruricchi i love you so much for that. thanksies for always matching my energy❤︎ ehehehhee tuxam and shiho…. when you sent me the original post the first thing that came to mind was how tuxam was the 4th character in the leoni section and how its like shiho being the final member of their lineup. Hehe. mellchan is everywhere !! the idea of mmj pikero is So funny to me too lmaooo😭😭Beautiful😭 uueuegeheh tell little jouno plushie that i said hello back…..🥹👋🏻 i specifically think about how ur priv username was chuuya themed once i think that’s why i associate him w you so heavily. chuuyayay or something along those lines. :3 i seem to unintentionally store all of the past interests u’ve mentioned to me in my brain even if you stopped talking about them.. (i finished. stormbringer earlier today and GUAUAUAHAH. reading it on his Birthday would’ve sent me over the edge actually) back then i wouldn’t have even believed it was possible,,☹️ it makes me super super happy to think about too. even then i worried i’d let my thoughts take control of things Again and that we wouldn’t get that far because of it and yet,,, here we are🥹 it makes all of the difficult and pain we might’ve gone through worth it in my eyes, even if it didn’t feel like being this close with you ever again was possible at the time. i’m glad we both continued fighting despite everything that was happening🫂❤️🩹 i feel so much more certain now that we won’t lose sight of each other and our friendship ever again, and just thinking about how many more birthdays, christmases and everything else we’ll be spending by each others sides is enough to fill me with so much warmth and joy (つ ω ˋ ｡ ) just another thing to add into the rurifai memory hall of fame we’ve been slowly building up ♪ i’m truly so so glad that i can make your days even the tiniest bit brighter by simply being here. that’s all i could ever ask for🥹 penpals… wauauaua yes !! that’s us !! ^^ it’s such a cute sounding term to me… hehehee rurimell penpals🦦🦭 i think that’s silly to think about with how most of our messages are typically in the format of a letter… And how our bday gifts for each other were letter themed with tons of stickers and decor :3 and that’s exactly what penpals would do ! i used to hear about the concept of having a penpal when i was little on tv or at school and always wanted one for myself…😭😭 child mellchan would be so excited over all of this!!!😭

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSg2DxSqx/ Us....😭😭😭😭😭😭Eeueuejfgkkg😭😭😭😭😭

https://x.com/Aspenette1/status/2111135617740345744 tuxam & shiho... indirect oomf mention ....😭

also HI Hello to kinda respond to what you said abt my layout before the bday stuff while i’m here because it got me very excited yes. yes it is one of the old interests i’ve gotten back into😭😭 i’ve barely thought about anything else for weeks😭 i vaguely looked into bsd around like. late 2022- early 2023 but never got anywhere aside from basic surface knowledge, until i decided to pick it back up last month after randomly seeing a few posts abt atsushi on my tl.. discovered the hunting dogs & specifically jouno and my life instantly changed. i Love him sooo much.😭 i didn’t know you used to like suegiku too back then !! waaaah !! (i also hope u know that because of you everytime chuuya comes up i think of You. i’m currently reading through stormbringer and i just keep thinking of ruri everytime i sit down to read. ur 4eva the chuuya oomf to me no matter how much time passes🦭) you pointing that out made me happy ehehhe^_^

omg omg mellsama….!:!:!.🥹🥹 she looks so soft…. she’s so CUTE!!! i’m so happy For you waaa!!! all of the plushies of the lords are sooo adorable… take good care of her for me, Ok?? ^^ give her looots of headpats on my behalf.🐰 don’t worry about it ‘not being enough’ uuueue,, i can tell just how much it all means to you already and that’s enough for Me♪ i’m so glad you liked everything🥹 i love you so very much too and can’t wait to spend even more birthdays together ^^ the seal cookies were very yummy too so it’s a win win in my eyes… trust i’d be feeding you them through the screen if possible. yummy.. when i used to have people i’d make bday gifts for irl i’d aaalways want to include something hand baked so. i wanted to do that for you too🙃 and then a video of someone decorating seal cookies came onto my tiktok fyp and i just knew that was what i had to do. Perfect. i feel like i’ve used up all of my coherent words already too so😭😭 let’s have messy responses Together!!😭 i was thinking abt that the whole time i was making the finishing touches Actually… one year of rurimell rekindling their friendship….. it makes me smile so hard just thinking about it all🥹 back then i wouldn’t have even imagined we’d still be here talking like this a year on. i’m grateful for your strength, too ❤︎ your efforts were just as important as mine in making this much progress and i can’t thank you enough for all of it. i don’t ever want to make myself believe that giving up on our friendship is the best option ever again, i don’t plan on making those same mistakes anymore and aim to be here for you, for Us, for as long as possible. i’m definitely much happier when things are good between us so i want to keep that up forever and ever🥹 if we’ve come this far in only a year, imagine what else we can get through in the future…!!. rurimell will be Unstoppable. let’s continue being by each others side and spending more special occasions like this together, Ok?? (｡ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ｡) i’ve had so many thoughts and words that i’ve held back because i didn’t know how to best word them, so being able to dump it all down into a gift for your birthday was the perfect thing for me ♪❤︎ i’m glad it made you so happy, and i’m glad that those thoughts managed to get through to you in one way or another. i hope that they come in handy if your mind ever gets overwhelmed, just like your words have done for me countless times already<3🥹 never forget just how special of a person you are and how valued you are in not just mine, but So many people’s lives, even if you don’t realise it right away. i’m so incredibly thankful to know you and to be able to undoubtedly call myself your best friend friend❤️🩹 thank you thank you once again for absolutely everything, faifai loves u ♪♪

faifai Hello oh my god i am still up and im the happiest person alive . look what i got for my bday,?????????/?/:/;;??; https://64.media.tumblr.com/a5a908686353e1e3b6514528b412012c/b2387a6453d655b3-a1/s2048x3072/73c70e2f7a112235e233e3293deadd9c7aaf488b.jpg What theHELLLLLL☹️☹️😭😭😭😭😭😭 mellsama😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i actually started bawling my eyes out im so happyymy head hurts ueueuejdjdkfjg