it’s cute how the bubble anniversary is on pekkle’s bday,,!!!🐣💙 happy early arukun day yippeee ♪ i don’t mind the sudden little ramble at all^_^ always very fun to read ehe,, i can tell how much these characters mean to you by the way you speak about them and it’s so Sweet🥹 i hope u had fun writing ur msg for him !!
USAGI😭😭😭😭it’s like tenma tsukasa if he were magically turned into a rabbit kinda.😭😭 the chiikawa mascots are all so adorable and silly i’m Sobbing
exactly exactly !!! (っ´ω`) i’ve waited toooo long to properly celebrate ur bday for it to go to waste 
🥹🥹🥹it’s really Nothing🥹 i love getting to give the people i care about gifts and make them happy it’s one of my favourite things Ever uueueue,, you made /me/ feel so incredibly happy and loved on My bday so it’s only fair that i do the same for you ♪♪ payback in a way. giggles.
oughhh i’m So excited for miku expo don’t even,,, london is the first show of the europe tour again meaning /everything/ will be a complete surprise😭 for the american leg of the tour they played so many good songs and i’m So jealous…. the theme for europe is sort of weird and hard to predict songs that’ll be on the setlist too,, scary scary.
it’ll also be my first ever time going to an event in cosplay which makes it even more fun ♪ AND I’M MAKING A STICK TO YOUR FAITH RIN ITA BAG TO TAKE WITH ME!!!!/!/!::!!3!;!:
there’s this one piece of dialogue from 18trip i saw on my tl once that stuck with me actually,,, from nagi specifically. https://i.postimg.cc/y8dmTJXc/IMG.jpg i want to do that🥹🥹 sometimes the smaller things account to more than the bigger things do and that’s something i’ve slowly come to learn. having someone else saying those same things and continuously drilling them into my head helps a lot though☹️🫂 the second opinion makes it seem much more believable to me. thank you for everything, truly❤︎
purpose shiichan!!!!! :3 that’s me… shihofaith mentioned!!!!! ++ haihaiii ruriseal !! 🦭🦭👋🏻 that little plushie comes onto my tl all the time and it’s the most Adorable thing😭so tiny😭
aaaaa i’m glad you had the moral support of faiotter during that,,😭😭Twice😭😭 (っ´ω`)ﾉ(˵•́ ᴗ •̀˵) you didn’t get lost u were just subconsciously giving faiotter a tour of the area… Yea :3 definitely :3 i’m sure she enjoyed it all ♪ (i luckily managed to find myself a new eevee pin a while after though so Yaaay.. he now sits on my matching mini eevee backpack. all was well in the end !!) i hope you get to have a suuuper nice sleep when you get the chance 🦭💤💤
uueueuehegeheh i have the biggest smile on my face right now☹️☹️🥹 i love you So much i’m gonna sob….
oughhh yes🥹 aaaand i have to be here to give you all of /your/ little gifts in return, too ♪ i’m counting down the weeks in my head already….😇💌 (speaking of cute outfits for shiho plushie!!!!! i found. a seal costume. that fits the exact size that the nuis are.😭😭 it’s also not that expensive so i Might be buying it soon… hehehe. it’s holding a little fish too^_^) i need my adorable pink dolly valshiho card and my prsk pokémon collab and also my minoshiho aquarium otter card aaand also my shiho and tsukasa wedding 4☆s mhmmmm…. i fear fai cannot die before any of those happen
having little things to think about or look forwards to helps me a lot i Think so i want to keep doing that,,, even something as small as possibly discovering a a cute new cafe in the future, or all of the music i’m yet to listen to… i want to try and cling to those things no matter how tough it gets. like Yeah everything might be shitty and feel impossible to overcome but. think of all the yummy desserts i might get to eat in the future💭💭or what if they create a new pokèmon in the next generation that instantly becomes my new fav…💭 i really want to believe that one day it’ll be worth it and all of those tiny positives and hopes will outweigh the negatives.
you’ve said it to me so many times that it does feel Slightly more believable🥹 your words and reassurances have 100% helped me grow my self love and confidence since we first met,, even if it doesn’t seem that way at first. i know that for sure.❤︎ sometimes when those thoughts creep in, i just think “well, ruri wouldn’t still be here if that was true..” and it makes them a little bit less intense 
uueue i feel so full of joy and love and appreciation whenever we speak or whenever i think of our conversations ruricchi i am so deeply grateful that you’re here and i get to be your best friend
https://x.com/i/status/2080665372806836563?s=46 look at this!!!!😭😭😭 sakichan is a seal!!!🥹 at least i Think it’s sakichan over tsukasa because her ends are more of a brighter pink than his.. but it’s one of them. tenma seal waaaaah
https://x.com/i/status/2080958011498242092?s=46 this is you.. spheal.🦭 doing this to you through the screen right now as you read this. squish squish squiiiiish
my legs were sore all day from all the walking trying to find my way But it was worth it yes😭😭🩷🩷 i'm glad faiotter had fun 🦦💭 thankfully i figured out a shortcut to school sooo i don't always have to spend money on transportation 😊😊 hurray me 😊 i'm glad you were able to find a replacement pin in the endd🥹🩷 hurray to you too !!!! i slept a lot earlier that night yes... my body was Tired and wouldnt let me stay up😭😭😭
i love you sooo much as well!!!! i will Definitely love to keep on receiving gifts from you ☹️☹️ it makes my birthday all the more special with them I'm suuure☹️🩷🩷🩷 plus we haven't properly celebrated my bday together yet ^_^ you Can't miss out on that^_^👍🏼!!!!! i will Love to have you here on that day, and the next, and the next next, and the next next next and so on ♪ that msg made me wanna tear up for some reasonejdugjkg every time im reminded of how excited u are for My bday it just fills me with So much joy ☹️😭😭😭 i love you truly. thank you for caring so much🥲🥹🩷!!!!:/_/&? ++ yes..!!! shihochan would definitely want you to be there once they finally put her in the cutest frilliest pinkest outfit Ever too you've also got a miku expo to attend to!!! and maybe even more concerts in the future just as exciting as the twice one 💭💭 all the aquariums you've yet to visit, more seal & otters you've yet to meet 🦭🦦 and everything else you mentioned all sounds so exciting 🥹🥹 i Do believe that it's all going to be worth it 🫂🩷 though it may not seem as such right now, there will always be good things along the way, even if it's the smallest things. and i think that's definitely something worth staying for. the world has so many wonderful things and i think it would be really nice if you were here to witness it :'
🩷🦦 you've come so far as well & have made so many good memories & discovered many things and new interests along the way. none of that would've been possible if it weren't for your strength to keep on going despite it all. and i'm sure that there's so much more waiting for you, and i want you to discover those things one day 🥲🩷 i hope i can continue to help you believe ☹️ i'm glad i'm able to help you do so, no matter how small it may seem now.
🥹🥹🥹 I want you to keep on believing that. even if your brain tells you all those things, at the end of the day i'll still be where i'm standing, unmoving, no matter how blurry you vision gets, I'll still be here i'm glad to have you here as my friend, and i wouldn't want it any other way 🦭🦦
sakichan seal😭😭🩷🩷🩷 it does look more like saki than tsukasa. but either way ^_^ tenma seal ^_^ they fused us together methinks..AUUWQAHgghhh *squish* Thank *squish* You.. for the *squish* squishes... *squish*
https://x.com/i/status/2080995522031308840 
and that's all the more reason to be proud of yourself for staying 🩷🫂!!!!!!!!!!! i Am proud of you for that. moooore than you'll Ever know ☹️☹️🩷🩷🩷 me meeting someone like you wouldn't have been possible otherwise, and you finding happiness in huge ways like this wouldn't be either if it weren't for that very strength of yours that made you decide to Still hold on. 🥲🩷 i'm glad I got to meet you & i'm glad you decided to go against that. really really bless shihochan and penny for entering your life & changing it for the better :')))) I owe them my Life for that. and yeah. even after valshiho finally comes she Will keep on getting more content 😊😊 maybe you'll one day finally get to have that pokèmon card you've always wanted 😊 or that cute outfit for ur shiho plushie 😊😊 i will Definitely want to keep making you more bday gifts in the future too and you don't wanna miss out on those too 😊 and so many more other reasons to keep on fighting despite how hard life gets ! i hope that you keep on discovering new things that'll make you want to keep on going 🫂!!!!! i hope you'll keep finding reasons to say Fuck You to those thoughts, and live in spite it all, for no one else, not for me or anyone, but for yourself. 🩷 the world Is a way better place with you in it, mine especially. & i hope it stays like that. (++Oohohkgkhk my gosh????🥹🥹🥹 woah. shihochan you are Amazing what the hell.. )
and i wish to keep on helping you like this slowly 🫂🩷 knowing im helping you lessen these thoughts little by little makes me really happy for you :' one quote i've always kept in mind is "you accept the love you think you deserve", so i think that in a way, it's like a way of me helping you learn to love yourself, even the parts that you seem "unlovable" by anyone. i want you to know & accept that you Are lovable and deserving of so much love despite your flaws no matter how terrible you think they are 🥲🩷 even if sometimes these words are hard to "accept", nothing will ever change that fact. your thoughts can say otherwise but that fact stays at it is no matter what ^_^👍🏼🦦
ruriseal will Always be cheering for you through every step! 🦭🩷!!!! let's keep fighting through it all :] you've come so far & i'm sure every step of it was worth it. there will be bumps along the way, sometimes huge mountains that feels like forever trying to climb up to the top, but that doesn't mean that it's always going to be this difficult. somewhere along the way, you'll discover new things, make new memories to fondly look back on, receive all the love you deserve. there will always be something good no matter how bad it gets, and i hope you that it Is worth staying for 🫂 i don't want you to miss out on all those good things that've yet to come. there Are good things waiting for you somewhere along the way, i can promise you that, and it's worth holding on longer for. may you never give up, too 🥹🥲🩷 knowing you're still here & me being able to make you realize that you Are lovable and deserving of love no matter how much you try to push it away or think you don't deserve it. helping you realize that little by little & seeing you slowly accept it is all /i/ ever wanted, too 🦦🦭🩷!!!!!!!
(++ i've been seeing this clip all over my tl it's So cuuute🥹🥲🥲😭😭😭 stupid little chiikawa. it's us. 🦭🍎🦦🍎!!!! it's the same for me as well ?!?! since i made that edit whenever i see them they my mind immediately goes Rurifai. so many rurifai variants!!!!!! we'll take over the world with a whole lot more of them someday ᕙ(‾̀◡‾́)ᕗ )