i hope things are alright 🫂🩷 haven't heard from you all day yesterday. checking to let u know I'm thinking abt u lots :'
!! i hope what ever u're going through right now passes soon. as always pleas take care & do what you need to ! 🩷
i think i know which one you’re talking about😭 knowing that they were told about it through DMs and still ignored is even more insane??!? i think some people do it on purpose out of spite.. especially when it comes to yumeshipping lmao.</3 literally baffling to me like if you’re so desperate to do that at least Try and add a few changes and not have it be identical in every single way LMAO
faiotter loves you very much too ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵◌₎ i think this is the one though. y’know when you just have a feeling…☺️ you having tons of inspo saved on ur pinterest account is helping a looot because i used that as a way to gather a better idea of what themes you seeked out most ♪ (also while i’m here can i ask. u like nanaki from 18trip riiiight…??? and silver(?) from twisted wonderland if i remember correctly?? just making sure i’m not thinking of the wrong thing. no reason in particular noope definitely Not 
hehe )
sometimes the thoughts can be so intense that the words don’t get out in a way you find appropriate enough😭😭 happens a lot ! even if all you can do is send a spam of incoherent keyboard smashes and emojis it’ll still be fun to see.. sometimes all you can say is you want the character to explode with a ton of crying emojis and call it a day.
as i think i said before, even those smaller rambles that don’t quite feel detailed enough to you make it sooo clear just how much you love them all ^_^ and it comes through in your rentries and strawpages and stuff too ♪ there’s loooots of different ways of expressing your affection for ur favs that can mean different things to different people and that’s what i Love about it..🥹👍🏻
https://x.com/i/status/2088914149296537701?s=46
https://x.com/i/status/2088629957241225263?s=46 because i sorta associate you with cute pink things, to my brain this is like. kaoruri in a way… but in general i figured u’d enjoy seeing ^_^
90% of the kaoru yumes i've seen r either the Nicest people in the planet of just absolutely Toxic and weird abt their doubles 😭😭save me.., + the audacity to upload the rentry as Your Own inspo????//? like. alright. you do you 😭
oh my gosh 😭🥹🥹 hehe i'm glad that inspo board has been helping u lots ♪♪ seeing u pay attention to even the little details makes me so happy.. u're really putting so much effort into this ☹️☹️🩷🩷 (&& yesyes i Do love them a buuunch thankie for asking >< every convo abt ur gift for me just makes me even More excited. what the helly. eruudkgohokfsjg😭😭😭😭😭)
aaaah i Do get what u mean, thank you a lot 🥲🥹!!!! it's more of me overthinking things all while knowing how unnecessary it is..;;; maybe because one of my fav ways to show my affection is thru words & whenever i get Stuck it just. makes me feel down <\3 even when seeing other ppl's rambles about them .. it'd be like "ooh, true!! 
..... that's what i exactly had in mind ! ...... why didn't i think of that. ughh" it's a Really stupid thought but eh. whatever!!!! at the end of the day we all express our love for our favs in our own ways & even if i may find it difficult to properly do so in words, i'm still able to show it thru other ways somehow and that should be enough ;]c 🩷 u're definitely right ^_^
richuhuhihjh Thankie somuch^_^^_^ andaUURURIGHGHH oh my god kaoru & melody🥹😭🥹😭😭 my all time fav sanrio chara Did u know. 😊 this makes me very happy thank you....so much... i love this so super very...
dont get me started with that LMAOAOA i've. had this one person who continued to copy my exact rentries despite being directly told not to thru dms & being called out thru rentries itself 😭 they'd even skip over those msgs hidden in the code it was So annoying. even worse was they were a kaoru yume. nonsharing. Knew i yumeshipped with him too. and still crossed boundaries. so so dumb. the other day i even came across a rentry inspo post on pin that had my exact metadata down to the layout & font 😭 didjt even try to hide it 😭😭 Never again giving out my urls nope nope.
they'll definitely look super pretty i'm sure!!!!! 🥹🥹 i absolutely Love it whenever u show me the stuff u make!! they're always so pretty it's really nice to see :') I'm glad you're able to share them with someone like this yayayay^_^
i So get that 😭😭 like thinking you're finally satisfied with the finished product then all of a sudden an idea pops up or you want to fix something, the process repeats until you find yourself with an entirely different thing ;;;; eeurughh but all that shows how much u're trying to make the Best gift ever for me ☹️☹️ i superduper very appreciate it.. a Whole lot.. sobsob. i love you very much...,.,., i was thinking about this the other day as well🥹 us having similar styles whether it's aesthetics or editing styles, it's quite easy to picture what the other person would want and makes working on the entire thing a lot more fun💭
i've always struggled with wanting to get the proper words out(?) so 99.99% of my "rambles" are just. Eh. 😭 even if i did want to talk about my favs to anyone anything that would come out of my mouth would be absolutely Nothingburger 💔💔 it discourages me a lot. sobbb. but hearing you're willing to listen regardless Is reassuring, really :' 🩷 thank u so so much ^_^ ^_^ (eeee imglad!!! (ᵔ o ᵔ) I figured they're to ur taste so i couldn't Not send them to uu :3c && that otter plushie is Suppperrr cute omg 😭😭 i didnt know u have it.. waaah..)
i like his hair for that card… all the music video screenshots showing off his outfit and stuff look So cool. i’ve heard a little snippet of the song that was posted on twt too and it sounds pretty good💭💭 i feel like ritsu has been very quiet lately.. glad he came to say hi to you again :3
ALSO!!!1!!//! https://x.com/i/status/2087428231754555623?s=46 just after i finished typing this msg i came across a post of sirotan seal dressed as pompompurin…. and then i looked closer…. Pekkle Sirotan in the bottom corner of the first image!!!!🦭🐣 that’s You
i Will be waiting…!.!.!!! fai is the #1 ruri rentry supporter ever ^_^ ur pink themed ones are some of my favs… (the wish me mell one on ur pinterest is so adorable too!!! Ueueuuee) and oughhh speaking of pink stuff.. https://i.postimg.cc/QtWZ7mS6/IMG.jpg i made this little merold themed scrapbook page thingy yesterday and i Reaaalllyyyy liked it ♪💝🎀 my next plan is something tuxam themed i think… that’s my Baby. i’m taking advantage of the motivation by making as much as possible because i Know that once its over i’ll be unable to create anything satisfactory for Months💔
yes🥹🥹i mainly got inspired by the gift you gave Me and because i’d been waiting for a reason to start getting more into making stuff like that of my own, i figured it’d be a great time to start practicing,,🥹 i’m having sooo much fun trust.. i’m Very pleased with what i’ve got so far actually ^_^ (i’m on my third?? switch in style but.!! fun!!!) i’m so incredibly bad when it comes to gifting things to people i care about lmaooo it’s Killing me to not spoil everything already😭😭 about 64 days to go…..☺️ you have lots of fun with all of Your rentry making and scrapbooking too !!!! yaaayay ( • ₃ •) who knew making something for your best friend and thinking about them a lot while doing it would make you feel so joyous and happy..!!
waauaueuegwgehe!!1??/?:?😢😢😢🥹 that doesn’t sound creepy At All don’t worry… i did do that Yeah,,,😭🥲 it’s really sweet knowing that you’d notice those little things and acknowledge them every time </3 ruricchi ur such a great friend i hope u know that..
++ omg i didn’t even realise ??!!?? 🥹🥹 double digits already…. Whoa… we really have made so much progress ♪♪ our newest rurifai record !! i’m very proud of us both (っ´ω`)ﾉ(˵•́ ᴗ •̀˵)
https://x.com/i/status/2087509440530714703?s=46 kaochan usagi… silly
ritsu Has been quiet 😭😭 and then decided to full on jumpscare me all of a sudden. i've been waiting for a new 5* && his new solo to drop for Ages i'm so happy they finally did 🥹😭😭 did u know i used to loop his first two solos like crazy... months and months straight.. ❤️🩹 all the mv photos r Super cute too 😭😭😭im so in love 😭😭😭😭
PEKKLE SIROTAN???;/'/:/_?😭😭🥹😭😭 this is the cutest thing I've seen all day oh my God. Ouguuhhkhh.hhh. never in my life have i ever seen this. i'm so happy. Thank You..
waaahhfhdh im glad u love themmm!!! 🥹🩷🩷 I was thinking of making that rentry a template buuut due to Weird experiences i had with other rentry users #HellNo so i'm gatekeeping. with u as an exception if u ever want it..?! /mellsama is the url :3 i saw people put the imgs *Outside* of the border so i wanted to try it too.!!!! it was supposed to be little twin stars themed but i saw too many wish me mell pngs while looking up resources and couldn't resist 😭 (++ Ohhmygodd😭😭🩷🩷 this one is Suuuper pretty i love it?!?!-)/! i super love the scrapbookish style a Lot.!!!! i hope you have fun making tons more omg :'3 im So looking forward to them if you'll show them ♪♪ I get that feeling So well 😭 hence why i've been making more edits n stuff myself.. 🫱🏼🫲🏻🫱🏼🫲🏻 + knowing My bday gift for u was the thing that mainly inspired u to start editing urself??? ☹️☹️🩷🩷eeehfhggjh... im so happy to know that ૮⁔. ̫ .⁔ა . ⁺
im super happy u're having lots of fun :'))) 🩷🩷 also. Third. third..😭 faiifaiiijihkg😭😭 i am Moooore sure than anything Ever ever ever that what ever you have for me is gonna make me Super happy ☹️☹️ id 10000% beg to disagree with that :'] if anything your effort alone is More than enough to show that you care and I can't even imagine how huge this gift will be.!!! that alone means the World to me. a gift that i will treasure forever and ever and ever. 🦦🦭🩷!!!!!
& You're a very great friend too!! ☹️☹️ i'm probably gonna keep on thanking you over and over again for everything you've done for me and it wouldn't ever be enough.<\\3 i hope u know that I'll always care no matter how small it may seem 🥲🩷!!! i'll always gladly listen to anything you may have to say. whether u may think it's stupid or that you're oversharing, i don't minddd!!!!! go all out ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ ♥♥ i'm very proud of us too, especially You for still sticking with me even when things get tough 🫂!! i can't imagine how many battles uve silently suffered & yet you still made it out alive through it all and despite it all. im very very proud of you & i always will ๑>ᴗ<๑⁺！！★⁺°.
(on an unrelated note i was looking thru my pinterest acc earlier today and noticed that it's always my strawpages getting more engagement than my rentries..despite my acc being more rentry centered..😭 that and the strawpage creator somewhat noticing one or my inspos.. its a sign i think.euurrfgh. another thing. there's this person who uploads really cute (mostly pastel pink) pngs on tumblr & figured u'd want to get some resources from there ^.^ @tsumiinum :] usagi kaochan so cute too 😭😭😭the cutest ever 😭😭😭 so round and stupid😭😭)
literally shocking 😭😭 i'm still waiting for the urls i reclaimed so i can find motivation to make a new one ..:'D Omg yes..it's rare for me to come across tan pekkle mascot vids 😢😢 they're super cute tooo what a shame..!!!!
yesyes it Is indeed!!!!! thank u so much!!!!!!!! I figured he'd fit a clover themed design the most soo :3c i've also been getting back to making more rentries again lately♪ after a while of leaving my pinterest acc to collect dust.. yippee me.. i've been also lately in the mood to make More pink themed stuff 
c stay tuned maybe..?!? ++ i've always found it rlly cool 😭🩷 another normal spiritoomf thing 🦦🦭 rurifai share the same braincell methinks. pink & green is Awesome. and. oh my god.?:/&/?&;? ruri bday gift.. editing & collages.. 🥺☹️🥺🥹😭😭Hello. hi. Hey.... i am hashtag #VeryExcited for what ever u're making. gffwwhfjggjg..;;;;;/;;/ ur works that uve shown me so far are already Super pretty and. i can't imagine how an entire bday gift thing would be?!)!;/!☹️☹️☹️🩷🩷🩷🩷 i'm glad that making it is giving u tons of inspiration 🥹!!!!!!!!! have lots of fun okok? okayokay :]
I would Always wonder how u were doing whenever you were away ☹️☹️ within those three months you've shown how much of a good friend you are & even back then i knew that it's something that i'll forever remember. i'd always wait for you to come back 🥲🩷 and whenever you Did reactivate i was always the Happiest person ever 🥹😭 dunno why im randomly mentioning this now & i hope this doesn't sound creepy(?) But. i'd also notice whenever you'd make these posts on ur priv talking abt specific things & you'd always be replying to this one acc (that i assumed was an alt? ) explaining more of that stuff in detail. i'd read it every single time!!! i just. i didn't reply bc i thought it'd be pretty invasive(???) of me 🥲😭 i Cared about those little things. jsyk :] 🩷🩷 i liked reading more abt those things ^^; :,3
Letslets!!!!! i'm very grateful for everything you've said and done for me & i'll always be glad that i'm able to do the same for *you* as well 🥲🩷 that reminds me that in only a feewww days marks the 10th month of us talking again like this :O we've come so far.. that's two digits 🥹🥹🩷 eeeeeeee...