also HI Hello to kinda respond to what you said abt my layout before the bday stuff while i’m here because it got me very excited yes. yes it is one of the old interests i’ve gotten back into😭😭 i’ve barely thought about anything else for weeks😭 i vaguely looked into bsd around like. late 2022- early 2023 but never got anywhere aside from basic surface knowledge, until i decided to pick it back up last month after randomly seeing a few posts abt atsushi on my tl.. discovered the hunting dogs & specifically jouno and my life instantly changed. i Love him sooo much.😭 i didn’t know you used to like suegiku too back then !! waaaah !! (i also hope u know that because of you everytime chuuya comes up i think of You. i’m currently reading through stormbringer and i just keep thinking of ruri everytime i sit down to read. ur 4eva the chuuya oomf to me no matter how much time passes🦭) you pointing that out made me happy ehehhe^_^

omg omg mellsama….!:!:!.🥹🥹 she looks so soft…. she’s so CUTE!!! i’m so happy For you waaa!!! all of the plushies of the lords are sooo adorable… take good care of her for me, Ok?? ^^ give her looots of headpats on my behalf.🐰 don’t worry about it ‘not being enough’ uuueue,, i can tell just how much it all means to you already and that’s enough for Me♪ i’m so glad you liked everything🥹 i love you so very much too and can’t wait to spend even more birthdays together ^^ the seal cookies were very yummy too so it’s a win win in my eyes… trust i’d be feeding you them through the screen if possible. yummy.. when i used to have people i’d make bday gifts for irl i’d aaalways want to include something hand baked so. i wanted to do that for you too🙃 and then a video of someone decorating seal cookies came onto my tiktok fyp and i just knew that was what i had to do. Perfect. i feel like i’ve used up all of my coherent words already too so😭😭 let’s have messy responses Together!!😭 i was thinking abt that the whole time i was making the finishing touches Actually… one year of rurimell rekindling their friendship….. it makes me smile so hard just thinking about it all🥹 back then i wouldn’t have even imagined we’d still be here talking like this a year on. i’m grateful for your strength, too ❤︎ your efforts were just as important as mine in making this much progress and i can’t thank you enough for all of it. i don’t ever want to make myself believe that giving up on our friendship is the best option ever again, i don’t plan on making those same mistakes anymore and aim to be here for you, for Us, for as long as possible. i’m definitely much happier when things are good between us so i want to keep that up forever and ever🥹 if we’ve come this far in only a year, imagine what else we can get through in the future…!!. rurimell will be Unstoppable. let’s continue being by each others side and spending more special occasions like this together, Ok?? (｡ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ｡) i’ve had so many thoughts and words that i’ve held back because i didn’t know how to best word them, so being able to dump it all down into a gift for your birthday was the perfect thing for me ♪❤︎ i’m glad it made you so happy, and i’m glad that those thoughts managed to get through to you in one way or another. i hope that they come in handy if your mind ever gets overwhelmed, just like your words have done for me countless times already<3🥹 never forget just how special of a person you are and how valued you are in not just mine, but So many people’s lives, even if you don’t realise it right away. i’m so incredibly thankful to know you and to be able to undoubtedly call myself your best friend friend❤️🩹 thank you thank you once again for absolutely everything, faifai loves u ♪♪

faifai Hello oh my god i am still up and im the happiest person alive . look what i got for my bday,?????????/?/:/;;??; https://64.media.tumblr.com/a5a908686353e1e3b6514528b412012c/b2387a6453d655b3-a1/s2048x3072/73c70e2f7a112235e233e3293deadd9c7aaf488b.jpg What theHELLLLLL☹️☹️😭😭😭😭😭😭 mellsama😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i actually started bawling my eyes out im so happyymy head hurts ueueuejdjdkfjg

hello this isn't enough no Uhm. i have so much to say I want to say Moreeeeebut eueridkfkfk☹️☹️☹️🥲🥲 I hope you know I am so sosooso SO grateful. more than i'll ever say. thank you so much:' thank you for already making my day and even more special one.

Hi. hi. hihhihii 🥲🥲😭😢😢😢😢😢😢 this is the sweetest thing ever i'm actually so sosossooo happy rightnow..!!/!/!"$/*?' all the little details make me wanna sob i can tell how much thought you've put in thru working on everything ☹️☹️☹️ keeping notes abt my interests even if it's the ones i don't rlly talk much about, those little details just show how much you care about me and it makes me SO grateful 😢😢 whats melting my heart the most rigjtnow are the little treats you baked Just For Me 🥲🥹🥹 the seal cookies are so so so adorable i swear i've seen something similar appear on my tl once I can't believe you actuallyy Made them in celebration of my birthday:'))))🩷🩷🦭🦭 all this effort means the whole World to me and I don't think I'll ever be able to express that enough. as for your msgs ☹️🩷 my feelings are all over the place so this will be messyerirjdjffj i'm very very Very grateful that we were able to get through so much together & overcome all those obstacles. we wouldn't be here otherwise:' i'm very thankful for both our strength & stubbornness that kept us holding on. within the past three years (&&& today also marks a year since we spoke again..!!!!! a whole year streak ☹️☹️ we've truly come this far) we've had all sorts of memories, the good & bad. and i'm glad that we were able to move past the bad ones & slowly replace them with so many good ones:' i'm glad you decided to keep on fighting for our sake even when things got hard i'll never forget your strength & efforts. all that led to where we are now—celebrating my birthday like this with you, properly, for the first time. i want to stay in this moment forever and ever. you always just know what to say, even if i'm not as open;' someone who's able to find the right words & reach my heart like no other. those words alone make me feel so seen & grateful to have someone who cares enough to notice the little things & make sure i'm seen for them. i can only hope that i'm able to make you feel all the same as well 🥹🩷 i'll forever be So grateful that the universe brought us together. and i'm grateful for all the little things we did that brought us to where we are now. i'm glad i kept on searching for you, reaching out to you during those times. i'm glad that i was able to make you feel seem even when you thought your presence didn't matter to anyone. oh you were so, so wrong. time & time again i want to keep on thanking you every chance i get. thank you so much for everything, really. i don't think any paragraph could ever fully express anything and i don't think this entire msg could cover even half of anything & everything. i hope we can keep on being there for each other & i hope you'll know that //you'll// never have to be alone either. as long as I'm here, you'll always have someone who cares for you with their whooole heart & will be forever grateful for your existence. i hope that you'll never forget that either. 🫂🩷 i'll treasure this gift—this moment until my last breath, and will definitely be something that I'll look back on often 🥹 the long wait to finally see everything was so so so worth it i can't describe how happy this all makes me.!!!/!!/!!!!!!; you put so much thought into this gift & i'm here smiling so much over every little detail. you made sure to keep note of all the things i like and it makes me so happy to see:'))) if i could point out every little thing i wouldkskdkskfn. it means a lot, everything does ☹️☹️☹️ i'm so happy to celebrate my birthday with you, and i hope to celebrate my next birthdays just the same. let's keep staying by each other's side, no matter how tough things may get🥲♥..!!!!!! i'm looking forward to spending my next birthdays with you. (⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝) 🦦🦭🩷🩷🩷

hello. hi.working on a msg foryou rigjtnow this will take a while🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 i'm so sosooshaopuThank you so much I Love You so much. you're the best I'm SO grateful to have you here celebrating my bdayEyeurjlhlflgkdnfn imsohappy.,,,nldalckld give me a moment or ten

WAAAAH ITS OKAY !!! 🥹🥹🥹 ruricchi chore speedrun……. 🫂🫂 i’m just happy to see You happy w everything hehehehe ♪♪

wait most horrible timing i have to do a few chores real quick RURICCHI CHORE SPEEDRUN 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

wait helloim going to CRYYYY what the fuckFKFKKKBKJKkjkk . all the little details the scrapbook design is PERFECT .., ritsu kaoru kafka andddjdmc chiikawafied rurimell🥹☹️😭☹️☹️😭🥹😭 The CUTIES🥹🥹😭😭😭 the stellatwins the little pekkle.sticker im gonnaSob im sossoso grateful for you too Thank you ☹️☹️ thank you truly i'll writesoemthing back to u after this auweirfkgk. waaj

seeing your reactions in live time is making me smile SO hard😭😭😭waaah i Love seeing my friends happy😭😭 hugs hugsss ueueue……

oh my.Fucking god

all the little imgs make.me wannaSOBBBBBB i haven't even read the letter yetueidoggk..,.,,, the little aru nui ☹️☹️☹️☹️....,.,,Hold on .letme

the little bday cake?!!//$_?/'dknsl?&/$?#/?😭😢😭😢😢😭😢😢😭🥹🥹😢😭😢😢😢😢the greetings from oreo and shihochan...,.,,,,🥹🥹🥹 our hkdv avatars😢😭😭😭 oh my godjgkkggk

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(Hey. i’m So glad atabook went back up not too long after going down,, i was So worried it’d be down for ages and get in the way of ur bday stuff aaaa😭😭 ++ i shall reply to ur other msg Soon. this otter is going to have a much needed nap💤) 𓊆ྀི rentry.co/1610_2026 (ृ´͈ ᵕ `͈ ृ ) 𓊇ྀི it’s Finally ruri day !!!! (つ ω ˋ ｡ )♡ ueueueghh i’ve waited Too long to be able to show you this i was so close to exploding from sheer anticipation,, i hope you like what i’ve put together !! 🥹💐💝 thank you so much for everything you’ve done and supported me through over these past three years, our friendship is So unimaginably precious to me and i want to continue to be by your side for maaany years to come. may you continue to smile day after day, forever and ever <3 i want you to never forget just how loved and cared for you truly are, even throughout your darkest moments and all of the times where your mind might be acting more difficult than usual. i want to do everything in my power to give you the same level of acceptance and comfort that you’ve given to Me, no matter how long it takes for you to gain the courage to let me in, if ever.❤️🩹 i want to keep talking to you like this: sending silly posts to each other, rambling abt our interests and favs… every single aspect of it, i want to cherish with my whole heart. the highlight of my day is checking on ur atabook and seeing your replies to my messages🥹🫂 i’m glad that we never gave up on each other back then despite how easy it could’ve been to do with everything that was happening. how very leo/need of us….