i noticed how u’d got his hair earlier waaauauaghhh…!.!.!! 🎉 con😭😭😁😭gratulations😭😭😭i am Totally😭😁😭 Not jealous of you😭at all😭hahhaha😭😭😭 But !! thank you for fueling my need to see him in a pretty frilly pink dress either way💝. Beautiful. Perfect. 10/10 made my day
i’m glad to hear you’re feeling better now too🫶🏻 mwaaahhh pls pls don’t ever apologise for needing a bit of time to urself🥹 i take little breaks here and there plenty more than you do so it’s only natural for u to do the same sometimes !!
there’s sooo many people completely misunderstanding who the characters are when all it takes is One Single google search and it’s so Annoying,, Please get out of my face😭😭 ohhh i think i’ve seen people comparing tuxam to someone from twst yeah… nobody shall speak a bad word on his name on my watch. mellchan #1 tuxam defender. 
a lot of their twst fanbase seems to be acting superior as if sanrio copied their idea from what i can see uueuegghh,,, it’s also driving me insane seeing people look at chaco and say “haha toya from project sekai !!” because of the split dyed hair & connection to pochacco like,, STOOPPP
i went through the fics on ao3 a while back because i do enjoy fan content when i finish the official stuff and there was only like 300 for fragmem…. and most were really weird ones abt the siblings SOBSSS</3 if it’s that bad Now i’m so worried for what’ll happen if there’s a sudden rise of new fans🥲
we’ll be each others personal suppliers if either of our little guys are turned into plushies ⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟ hehehe… i visited ur room earlier and ur collection has gotten so big heelpppp😭😭 mellsama heaven🐰
also..! proseka 6th anniv stream today..!.!.! people are suspecting sakichan bloomfes and i do Not know how to feel abt that🥹 childhood saki is very very precious yet so painful for me </3 aaauauquahhh… tsukasa’s countdown art the other day was also super pretty ehe :3
U'LL GET HIM ONE DAY!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼 trust when noirbou hb comes & you'll get some good tradable dupes maybe merold will slowly find his way to you too 🩷 got most of my redbou stuff from trading my bluebou ones :3c I'll make it my mission to collect as many pink outfits as I can so i can dress him up all pink frilly & cutesy ♪ i've been taking photos of us too while I'm at it :3 merold & mellchan ♪ \(^ω^\ ) https://64.media.tumblr.com/50e6ca43494befa26774eb2722515a7e/859c38da2b97af06-6d/s1280x1920/715decdd2def25c706f4003a8005dbc67b30c863.pnj cuties :] ♥ have i told u how much I love ur avatar.., she's only getting cuter every time it's so nice to see🥹!!!!! (++ thank u so much ☹️🩷 it means a lot to me reallyreally :'
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good lord i remember this one time i came across an aruchaco fanart & someone somehow came to the conclusion that it was .. an antoya fanart 😭😭😭😭likely only because of chaco's hair 😭😭😭what the hellwnskskssjdfj😭😭 i refuse to look at tiktok comments abt frmm from outside the fandom (&& the official post ab the game has surprisingly over 100k+ likes?!?!?! scary ..... thousands of comments & I'm Not taking a peek #Nope) so i've never rlly seen twst fans talk abt being superior over frmm. luckily.
that's another thing too oh god 😭 the weirdos in the fandom annoy me so much already i don't want to have to deal with a whole wave of new people<\\\3 been thinking a whole lot abt the stella twins lately & the sight of Those people make me sooo upset :' if i could hide them away from every single pro/darkshipper i would've done it long ago. my babies.. (also ps... if u ever have any good fic recommendations...:3 👀👋🏼 Any fandom.!!! i'm not much of a fic reader but would Love to change that..! hehe. hi)
yesyes!!!! omg a pair plushie room would be So cute too.. 😭🩷 our own little army <3 very proud of my mellsama heaven >:] i plan on building an even bigger army!!!! i've been adding some of her plushies in my wl lately too :3c i need to restock on tradable plushies bc im actually running out of dupes lmaoaaoao,,
++++ YESYEyss i saw what they posted!!!/!!/$ sakichan bfes 😭😭😭😭 the card is Beautiful... oomf i hope you're doing okay 😭🫂🫂 also Yeah 🥹🥹 i saw it the other day & immediately thought "has mellchan seen this yet...wow" ヾ(*’Ｏ’*)/
hi!!! i am back!! i am doing better now thank u so muchieee!! :] 🥹🩷 still so sorry for that eeuurufguh hi ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ i had lots of fun pulling on the mell bday hb & got basically everything Lolll ! i also got a few dupes of the xl plush from the flower so :3 yay :3 you're very welcome!!!!! ♪ \(^ω^\ ) i'll also dump my reply to ur other msg here :] yayayaaya
so Sorry to hear that omg 😭😭😭I would sometimes leave my tab for just a few secs while writing here & panic at the thought of my msgs deleting <//3
oh.. dear..😭 i didn't expect aru's design to get That much hate ? ? one of the few designs that caught my attention even before 🥲 people r weird! i don't think my heart could handle reading the rest 💥💫💥 i heard there was a bunch of comments on the tiktok posts & I'm honestly not even going to take a peek 😭😭 protecting my peace ! yup ! it doesn't even take that much time to look up the fact that the knights are their Own character & not ... their lords personified 😭😭😭 these people duuumb as hell 😭😭😭 that specific comment on kurode makes me So mad too because not only r they so wrong but it's such so cringe too..., get his name out of your mouth actually!!!!!!!!!!!! ive even read more abt the other charas & oh boy . I'm not ready to deal with more comments like that. i have never touched any fic website ever so i didn't know anything about That until now !$/#)_?' Ew 😭😭 ew ew ewwww and Eww 😭😭 i absolutely hate being overly protective over my favs so it's even worse now that there's Those people..., locking them all up in a cage where no one else can see them but us i guess <\3
there's also a bunch of comments comparing frmm to twst (both having charas being heavily inspired by existing popular ones . disney.. sanrio . yeah) and i'm So scared for tuxam because there's a character in twst who's quite similar to him ! in a sense that they both have a thing about being strict with rules .. and i fear they'll get annoying about it 😭😭😭so far i've not heard any negative comments on the similarities whenever people talk abt it but knowing the sudden wave of new fans it's #Terrifying still. nononope (+ they're always like that 🥲 people simply couldn't understand or come to love a character unless they're given tragic backstories it's so ..,😭 )
i don't think I can wait for a whole year i need the game Now!!!!! T____T the card cgs are such a good way for them to expand on the knights' relationships w/ their lords .., each one they'll release will melt my heart i'm sure. there aren't Many art w/ the knights & their lords together so ..! 🥹 i reallyreally can't wait ..
trust that the aru plush will never be getting off my wishlist if ever ^_^ trading plushies with you like that sound so fun (♡ω♡ ) ~♪ i'll have the noirbou flower forever and ever so i can serve as your tuxam plushie supplier . on the topic of plushie collections i've been trying to collect as many mell plushies as i can lately :3c as you can see my room is currently filled with them. everything I have so far ^_^ (!!!!!! I promise you i Will be sending a bunch of plushies to You in return!!! ☹️☹️🩵🩵 hopefully i wouldn't be broke by then. eueueugjgj. thank you so so muchh🥹🥹!!!!!!//!!/!)
YATTA!!!!!! ☺️☺️☺️☺️ yaay☺️Thankie☺️ && ofc too!!!! he rarely visits my tl but if ever there is anything i'll make sure to immediately send them to you :3 (++ Awwwwuwueh☹️☹️☹️Euufhh.. thankkie.. :') so so much love back to U!!!!! ♥♥♥)
faifai i am So scared 😭😭😭 as much as i love frmm & would love if people came to know more abt it i am terrified of it getting more global exposure because it 99.99% of the time leads to Disaster. and mischaracterization. hell no. ++ yesyes every time a post abt the game gets a ton of engagement my eyes grow wide from fear. i for some reason have never heard of frmm up until last year so im actually curious(?? curiosity kills the cat I think . i'm scared to know how they talked abt them back then omg.,) merold is one of the chars who're very likely to 1) get mischaracterized like crazy and 2) get a Ton of attention & getting weirdddd fans. being cutesy comes with a price 🥲 no he isn't all that he ain't even cute or interesting looollll Haha look away 
please thank U!! (and also being craaazy gatekeepy / protective over my favs is Not helping my case 😭 i do Not want frmm being discovered by the wrong crowd . or anyone else at all. i feel a teensy bit bad for feeling this way bc everyone on my tl Wants frmm to be more known!!!! ughhhh)
BUt speaking of the news today!!!!!! i am absolutely in Love with the animated cgs? cards Thingy. and the sprites too🥹🥹😭😭 im suuuper looking forward to the ton of new content coming ♪♪ though icb i have to wait for a whole Year. wdym fall of 2027. i'm PISSED!!!!
oh my god yeah the rulebook would Totally make a good alternative accessory thing..!!!! if ever he doesn't end up as an avatar but a plush instead watch me gift you every dupe i get of it :3 I'll be there to help you build your tuxam plush army🩷 (++!$)#)$_/$)$-//!!?? i'm getting bday gifts IN-GAME Too???🥹🥹😭😭 mellchan u are Spoiling me i will cry. like actually. EUEEUEEUU!!!)'
merold & melody's reunion had So much more potential if only they didn't rush it 
((( i was already getting so emotional with it but. imagine if they explored on it more??gwaaahhhkg. but yeah 🥹🥹 I hope they don't rush it this time uuueee;;;;
cielo was one of those charas who caught my attention way before i actually got into frmm & the recent eps felt like a sudden burst of . love?? out of nowhere. like my love for that stupid cloud skyrocketed. i get it though. i'm seeing people who used to slander him start to switch up on him because of the recent eps😭 some people really thought his minna nakayoku thing had ulterior motives.. on the topic of mischaracterization...😭 I'm not ready for this arc to end either 🥲🥲 i'm gonna get so emotional... plus i nearly didn't survive during the break after pt 2???GAHIHHHKhkdkhfu how long must we wait for another arc i wonder.. a cielowill duet would actually kill me. and right after lemnis too. it'd be both a dream come true and the end of the ruriseal.
uesusydh yeaah!!! 🥹🩷 i see this atabook that way too(*´︶`*)(*´︶`*) rurifai archives.. 💭🦦🦭 it's nice to be able to look back at every single one of our msgs all in one little website thingy :] and i love writing these msgs to you too!! 🥹 every word becomes part of our little library ♥ & i really hope we get to continue sending each other stuff here, write more things we'll look back on & make even more memories for as looong as possible ♪♪ I'll cherish these moments forever and ever＼(^o^)／＼(^o^)／ i'll always be more than glad to provide you a safe space to talk about anything that may come to your mind!!! 🫂🫂 & i'll always love to hear what ever you have to say as well, thank you so much for trusting me 🥹🩷 that means the world to me, too ♥
😭😭🥹 you noticing those details and doing that makes me So happy!!!!!!!!! i'm glad you take the time to notice & even initiate talking about them to me even when i don't usually do it first LOLL it means a lot. :'3 🩷🩷 but YES as much as i would've love to be the one bringing them up to you first & rambling abt them i just get so. Shy??? 😭😭😭 especially for some certain favs of mine .i sometimes even purposefully set some of them as my layout in hopes you'd bring them up ☺️☺️hehe ☺️ yeeujsakfklldhjhls yaay.. yay .Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💫💥💥💫💥 if ever I get any tuxam stuff on my tl anywhere trust that they Will be sent here :3 just for u :3 ♪ (oh my GOD I'm going to cry thwyre so😭😭Adorable 😭😭😭😭😭ueuwquwaaaahhhj thank Uuuuu😭😭😭😭😭)))
oh kasakun 😭😭😭 but on the bright side leoni isn't last!!!! a sacrifice was made i fear ...,, shihochan's smile made me SOB actually each frame was so adorable. what a cutie. (++the mascots oh my god???? 🥹😭😭 they're already doing halloween themed outfits it's sooo adorable eueuskgkgk!):#/&( shihochan i get you. she So would. lets all fall to our knees on sync)
UGHHH there was this one person who had merold's hair and i had like. only a plush to trade I think?? 😭 or was it one of those stupid dirt rugs. made me so mad that i avoided visiting them so i wouldn't be reminded of it LMAAOAKGHF. && yesyes big dreamer as his accessory thing was exactly what I had in mind!!!!! either way i'm saving up just incase. with aru or without. imagine an XL aru plushie though. giggles.., i like to think that tuxam would be one of the avatars 😭🩷 i am manifesting that so hard for u.. like his staff would be one of his accessories rightright... but a room full of his plushies would be so silly 💭💭 true true too.. if i could gift items that i had 0 duplicates of i would've probs gave you that piano plushie already :'D i sadly didn't get the flower from that hb so i don't have an unli plush source <\\3 maybe I could add it to my wl and get a dupe from it.? yes. okay i will :]
i absolutely LOVE this 😭😭😭😭😭 especially ur theory about the legendary lords.. i've never heard anyone think of it that way oomfchan ur mind is very cool. I can see it with all the vague mentions too lolollll.., i did see that post u're talking about too :Oc now that u mentioned That it just. makes sense to me a bunch. but thinking about how they're going to drop All that info & everything else that's still unresolved with only very few eps remaining?.?? i wonder how that'll go 💭 this theory is definitely going to be on my mind for a while...., (++ me mentioning cielo's magic was more of me wishing his cg would be in the next (aka current) ep and :3 :3 I was right!!!! hehe. i mean that makes sense but shrugs)
.eueufjgklskhk i'm so happy to hear that??!;/"☹️☹️😢😢😢 i'm glad these msgs make you reallyreally happy:'))) knowing that is making Me smile a bunch right now.!!!!!!!!! friendship is great and you are greater. i'll Always be glad to listen to what ever you have to say!! ^_^ listening you talk about anything at all, whether it's rambling abt ur interests, your accomplishments, or anything at all It all makes me so happy :[ whether it's the good things or bad, i'm glad you're able to share these things with me..!! i'm glad you feel comfortable enough to talk about some of the personal things you talk about here 🫂🩷 i hope you'll continue to feel that comfort—you deserve to have someone you can talk about anything with without feeling scared of being too much or that they'll view you as some evil being thing whatever. even if it'll take you a while to open up or get comfortable to talk about some certain things, i hope you'll know that i'll still be here regardless, ready & waiting patiently 'til you're ready :] (the way you worded it out.. "a physical reminder" makes me So emotional for some reason?!???☹️☹️you saying you rely on physical reassurance n all.., im glad that i am able to somewhat somehow provide you something similar to that. in a way 🥲🩷🩷 looking back at these msgs truly shows not only how far we've come from the start but also how even further we could get..!!!! 🦭🦦 love endures) (also .i always get so giddy whenever you mention him eueufgjhehe. i never do it first because im insanely #shyyyyyyyyy . Truly where is he when we need him <//3) i WILL be waiting (im)patiently. like a puppy waiting for their owner to give them a treat. that is me. less than a month away.... waaaaaaa...,.,.,.,,,
Oh i So will!!!!!!! ☹️☹️ nobody has dupes of him and whenever they do i have Nothing to offer!!! 😭😭 i have so many pink outfits & some my melody stuff Just For Him!!!!!!!!!! i'm definitely gonna be taking Soooo many pics once i finally complete him :'] 🩷🩷 dressing them up has been my most fav thing to do lately you get it ..!!!!! also for the noirbou collab it could either be my wishful thinking but i feel like aru has So much potential to be one of the avatars!!! i just feel it. arukun avatar or i blow up BUT having a whole collection of aru plushies would be super fun too... doing what i could've had irl 😢😢 i've been collecting a few blue + pekkle themed stuff just incase ♪♪ there's this really cute plushie id love to give you (the my sweet piano xl plush sitting in between my mellsama collection & the bouncing cielo..) i feel ud like it a lot ^.^ but i sadly don't have any dupes of it so i can't gift it :[ I'll still see what else I can give in the meantime :3c ur plushie collection is so cute & i love seeing it grow whenever i visit ur room 🥹🩷
the next ep preview should be tomorrow!!!(or today technically..!!! #excited) ＼(^o^)／＼(^o^)／ ooohh and true.. it feels too soon for the whole arc to be *this* close to ending with all the bunch of unresolved things going on 🥲 but I'm still excited to see how it goes!!!!!! i also would love for them to reveal the final two magic cgs within such short time 🍀♥ hehehe
i always love looking back at them from time to time i'm glad to have the honors of being able to read those said rambles ♪ i hope my brain Does let me do so as well one day..🥹!!! i would love to ramble about my favs to you <\\3 but even talking just like this abt our own interests & sharing interests itself is something i enjoy doing with u lots!!! (⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝) the words will come to me one day hopefully hopefully..... 💭💭
hearing all of this makes me So happy u don't understand ☹️☹️☹️ I wish all the same for you too 🩷 even if it's only through words, i hope my message gets across & you'll know how much you Are loved & appreciated, even your mind & everything in you is trying to tell you otherwise. you're deserving of all the love you desire & receive, & i'll keep on making these paragraphs in hopes that it can serve as a constant reminder for you (/^-^(^ ^*)/ i hope you'll still continue to prioritize yourself even when things aren't so great on my part!!! 🫂♥ don't push yourself to do anything if it's too much in the moment :] but even still, you being there for me despite all that is something i appreciate Greatly ☹️♥ i'll never forget those moments ever. (and ougukhhk. Hi. hiii ☺️. hey 👋🏼👋🏼 oh my god this just made me realize my bday is in a Month from now😭😭what the helly 😭😭 I'm stuck between wanting everything to slow down and wanting to just jump to october. i NEED to see what you have for me!!!!!!!!!!!! and every time you mention it only makes me feel sad that time machines don't exist;!!!!!! 😢😭😢😭😭😢😭
I get struggling with wording a Lot 🥲 but I'm glad that it's been going really good on your part ?!? 🥹🩷 i can't waitttueeududgjgjh;;;; i'm very excited too .!!!.!!!..!.!. a ruricchi thinking abt her spiritoomf's bday gift for her is a very, very happy ruricchi. :] GWAAHHHHJGHH😢😢😭😭😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!/;/!;!?!!! oh my gosh and Thankie for the shihochan!!!! ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ on the topic of dress ups.. i love this person's posts a Lot.,, their outfits for shiho r always so cute 🥹🥹 eeueueeuueu)