it's actually so funny because id sometimes look for unique urls & when i open them some would be filled with angry msgs over reclaims instead of an Actual rentry page.
i've been wanting to make a little something for a while nowww :'
) like maybe update my atabook logo or even just a simple strawpage thing ,, knowing you'll love whatever i make no matter what means a whole lot to me , thank youueudhjf(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) ❤︎❤︎
it's actually the same thing with me to saki!!!!! 🥹🥹 it's so sweet that we feel this way for the characters we both relate to 😭 kanade has honestly helped me So much in terms of understanding my own feelings but it's more of this "you're not alone" feeling that her existence made me feel that stuck with me for a while 🥲 (++ i honestly do the same thing with shihosaki fanarts!!!!!! their dynamic reminds me of you two so much that in my brain it's like shihosaki = shihofaith :3c)
i LOVE that 4koma to death😭😭😭😭😭 another thougjt i had is that she would at first be secretive about how much she finds the little eevee plushie cute & whenever faisona isn't around she'd secretly pick it up herself & admire it ,,, up until faisona caught her one day & all of a sudden shihochan is as red as a tomato form embarrassment 💭 love these guys a bunch
i've also seen tsukasa's trained card oh my god It iissss 🥹😭😭 kasa7 is so perfect... i giggled😭😭 they freed him from looking stupid all the time /aff ++ babykasa in the mv i forgot to mention in my earlier msgYesss😭😭😭sweet little thing..,ouuughhhhhhh
for the first few seconds after opening the link it didn't immediately load and i was frantically refreshing the page😭😭😭ouuhhh my.gofddjddjd?;/;/hdlsj😭😭😭 this is so cute😭😭 so ruri core 😭😭😭🩷🩷 the tiny seal looks So adorable and the bed. that's shihochan. i love this somuch Thank you thankyou thank you
bless rentry for their reclaim system thing 🩷 though it's super hard getting really cool urls ,,, there's a whole community of people dedicated to selling & trading them + i heard how toxic it could get 😭 all over paste urls 😭😭 i used to own rlly unique urls but forgot abt them overtime til they were reclaimed ,,, i was thinking of maybe making a little something for you instead if strawpages aren't ur thing 
have i ever told u I tried making a styf themed one once but gave up bc at the time i was in the middle of burnout but i wanted to at least try to make smth for you specifically 😭😭😭eueudjgjgj
i've always craved to find characters who're similar to me for that very reason 🥲🥲 !!!! it also feels like i can understand myself better through them in a way. imagine my shock when i found out savior complex was a thing & kanade was going thru the same thing as me. i think i would've spiraled into further insanity otherwise since i had 0 clue about the what's, how's & why's abt my thoughts back then :'3 one thing i find rlly cool abt u relating to saki is that. she's basically shiho's most popular ship(i think(??)),, its like u two r meant to be 😭🩷🩷 i can definitely see saki in you as well ♪♪ (++ goh 🥲🩷 thank you so muchie for the ramble,,, he seems so precious :' i especially love that you both share such intense passion for pokemon 😭😭 all except that i'd love to hear you talk about it more ( ◜‿◝ )♡)
it sucks a lot how i'm unable to provide that kind of reassurance for you 🥲🥲 if only it was possible for me to come out of your screen & give you the biggest hug ever. but regardless i'll try to make it up through words, even if it's not much 🫂🩷 though i'm very glad i'm still able to help you despite that struggle. i don't want you having any doubts either so i'll do the very best i can (*´∀`)♪
I figured that it'd be very similar to shihosaki's !!!!! i had the exact thing in mine while writing the second paragraph of my msg LOLL,, i adore ur dynamic with her So much 😢😢 ++ TRUEEE now that u pointed it out.,,,.?!!??/? i wish they'd show her cute side more often through cards ... if they could do it through stories then maybe just maybe!!!!!! we can literally count her cutesy cards with our fingers :[ and that is So not enough. sobbbb
shiho planning out ur bday celebration with the help of leoni 🥹🥹 i feel saki would be the most enthusiastic one about it.💭
(random thought but. i like to think that shihochan gets the craziest cuteness overload whenever faisona puts her eevee plush in all these cutesy clothes. maybe she'd even look up accessories n stuff online herself & surprise you with them. it's *only* because it'll make faisona happy she says. definitely not because she thinks eevee plushie is the cutest thing Ever. nuh uh.)
oh my god. tsukasa😭😭😭 anyone within a 30km radius from him wouldn't hear the end of it. he'd make sure everyone Knew & celebrated your birthday. the cafe & theme park dates all sound so cute???? 🥹 pokèpark sounds like a Dream oh my god... i hope you'll be able to go someday 💭
HELLOOOO ruricchiiiii🥹🥹❗️i’m glad to hear ur feeling much better now yaaayayay ♪ i’m doing good too, i just woke up from a rather long nap Actually :3 fai is feeling replenished.. Mostly.🦦💤
i feel the same way!! it’s nice to have all of the good thoughts & feelings come out and be able to share them with each other so easily (ृ´͈ ᵕ `͈ ृ )
i’ve liked chiikawa for a whileee but a few days before u sent that my love for it had shot up a lot😭 maybe it Was ruriseal powers..💭💭 a sixth sense for when fai starts to like something. hehhee i will be waiting excitedly for whatever the next ruri creation may be once you’re freed from burnout..!! i think i said this before but i’ve always longed to have a friendship with someone where we send silly things to each other like i saw everyone else doing and you’re the Perfect person for that methinks🥹💝 we have shared amounts of silliness…..
i think i remember when you related to kanade… bc of kanashiho mainly. ruricchi healing..!! everyone cheered..!.!!! (∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) i’m lucky enough that a lot of franchises seem to have at least one character that struggles with mood instability / identity and has some form of attachment issues so😭😭 there’s even a few pokèmon characters with some scarily relatable traits like that believe it or not LMAO (goh from pkmn journeys specifically.. i absolutely Adore him💔💔 my Son..)
🫂🫂🫂🥹 slowly, step by step i think we’ll definitely get better at being open with each other. no doubt about it ^_^ knowing that you’re not as scared or anxious when it comes to me compared to other people you’ve spoken to online makes me happier than you’ll ever know😢😢 that’s all i could ever want. your patience and acceptance makes things so much easier on my side too.<3
yesyesyes…. i just saw that specific one and decided to send it to u because i thought it was very cute and vague and figured it would fit at least one of ur yumeships ♪ :3 if i come across any others i’ll definitely send them ur way💭😊 (i’m glad you got to sleep slightly earlier than usual!!💤💤🦭 my sleep schedule is Horrific too so i get that lmaooo😭😭 picturing kaoru affectionately scolding you for sleeping so late and dragging you into bed so he makes sure you sleep well….💭 Hmmm💭💭 fai’s DIY yume prompts )
also??1??:?😭??4?aauuauaa😭😭😭Yes😭😭😭😢😢 i really love pet names like that… (weirdly specifically that last one is one of my favorites to imagine shiho calling me???) very shihofaith!!! thank youu!!!!🥹 currently giggling to myself.
THE RIBBON IN HER HAIRRRUUEUUE😭😭😭😭💝💝💝 i need more people to dress her up in cutesy outfits and accessories like that #asap. colopale need to take notes for her future val card… a super cute frilly lolita-styled dress with a little ribbon on her head would be my dream… even if i know they’d Never go down that route for her sobsss💔💔 COLOPALE IF YOU CAN HEAR ME!!!!!!!!
long naps are Always the best i'm so glad!!!!! :3c since you mentioned it i've been noticing how open i've been with you lately. it makes me happy to know that i can be comfortable around you enough to talk about things like this :' 🩷 the thought of my edit making you love chiikawa as a whole a lot more makes me so happy???? 😭😭🩷🩷 aueueujgjgjgh it means a lot knowing how much u appreciated it :'3 !!!! as for the ruri creations .. i miiiight start with some strawpage making .. they recently opened a url reclaim form & i requested a few myself ♪♪ i might get motivated to work on something once theyre approved maybes... andddd i requested the shiho url too & i could give it to you if u want 💭💭 hehehe ,, That. makes me so happy to hear🥲🥹🥹 i Love sending random silly things that remind me of my friends & i honestly don't get to do that often .. i'm so glad i can easily send you everything shihocchi related & those cute posts i see on my tl all the time .... i enjoy doing it so so much with you :'3 🩷🩷 we're on the same wavelength of silly & i love that💭
kanashiho😭😭😭😭😭😭 i still love them so much even though i dont relate to kanade as much as i did before ,,, it for some reason makes me sad since it's quite hard for me to find characters who i can Fully relate to in a way & she was basically one of those very few characters😭 kanade i owe you my Life,,, buuuuut the main reason i related to her was because of this very unhealthy mindset i had, so straying away from relating to her means #healing!!!!! yippee!!!!! ＼(^o^)／＼(^o^)／
i actually did notice that :O those characters stick with me for a while 💔 it's such a comforting thing, seeing yourself in so many fictional characters. it's like Hey other people out there actually think this way too? makes you feel less alone :'3 that was how i felt ;; now i'm curious about goh actually... 💭 i've heard about him but never really knew abt that :O
i think it's the way that for some reason reassurance feels nearly impossible when it comes to Most people, especially online. since it's just words most of the time & maybe their actions fly through my head 🫠 but i've seen the way you try so hard for /us/, it's something I simply couldn't look away from :' and i think another thing is that how we're able to slowly open up more. that security helps me question things less! and it makes me happy knowing that i'm able to help you as well, little by little. i'll continue to do so, & i'll be here when you need me all the way 🦦🦭 a seal & an otter, hand in hand, taking tiny steps together against everything
i've actually been switching between a few characters whenever i see yume prompts lately 😭 i dont necessarily yume them but for some reason it's Them who pop up in my head. so the vagueness is super appreciated loll♪♪ (#twinning 😭😭😭currently writing this at 1:20 am,, a few days ago i slept a bit earlier than my usual 5am and since then i've been too sleepy to stay up past 4am .. yay me..?🎉🎉 andOOHHOHOH i love the sound of that!!!! fai's diy yume prompts ..💭 I can totally picture kaoru scolding me like thatLMAAOO i can already hear his voice for some reason 😭😭😭)
AWWWWW my sweet girl... u have Super good taste in pet names?!?!??? why have i never thought of that. I'd love to know more abt ur dynamic with her u guys sound so sweet from what i know so far eueughgjg🥹🥹 ++ rightriigjttttt?? i'm so thankful for those people out there dressing her up all cutesy 🥹😭🩷🩷 knowing colopale.. we can only dream :' i Wish they'd give her outfits more diversity .. make her more pink and let her wear cutesy frilly dresses NOWWW!!!!!!!!! i've been Dying for her val card every year since and thinking of what we Could've had 🥲🥲 colopale i've been disappointed for years straight Please hear me. hear Us. release valshiho out of her basement and make sure she's in the cutest frilly outfit you got. ok? ok. thank you ☺️☺️☺️