yesyes i diiiiid,,, and i have everything planned for this year too ♪ it’s kinda similar to the my melody thing i sent to u except a full sized cake instead of a cup. with a different theme.. :3 this year i also have a little side bake “project” as well as the cake ! >:3 two more days until i bake it all aaaaaah
i’m glad to hear that it helped somehow?!🥹🥹 something you’ll learn about me as time goes on is that i’m Veeery easily pleased LOL so there’s basically zero chance i’ll ever dislike something you create / give me😭 you got lucky with me ! the fact that it came From you and you took the time to do something is enough in my eyes 
(i hope u get to reread those parts with the animations nd everything soon ! ^_^ )
🥹🥹🫂🫂 hugs hugs hugssss,, that definitely is one of the best parts of talking like this (∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) it’s especially nice to me when you sometimes send older posts (like the penny fanart !) and mention that u wanted to show me aaaall the way back then but wasn’t able until now😢😢 it makes everything worth it❤︎❤︎
(also also while i’m here. i hope you enjoy whatever u’ve been counting down for on your account ^_^ ^_^ it’s a MV with the little twin stars guys right ?? i’ve seen a couple of other posts abt it💭💭)
oooh that sounds like a good idea !!! lately i’ve Actually been saving tons of cute baking recipes and want to use them to create different layouts for my oshikatsu photos ♪ cannot go to the cute themed cafes in japan so i shall bring them here myself ! i never thought abt using those photos in a scrapbook :0💭💭
i have sooo many my melody themed photocard holders & outfits & other cute items that i use on my shiho shelves so this is one of the main things i want to attempt to make ^_^ https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNRKbXrMD/ look how cute🥹🥹 thank u for the idea !! (๑⃙⃘´༥`๑⃙⃘)
don’t push yourself too much to make anything !! 🥹🥹 i really wouldn’t mind waiting a bit longer if it means you don’t have to stress over it as much ! <3 just know that i’d be more than happy with anything you come up with ♪ u can do it ruricchi…. !! 
that makes so much more sense😭😭😭 i read all of them via translations too,,, it’s way easier to find translations of the stories that are just dialogue compared to trying to find fully translated stories With the animations & the 2D models,, uueeghh,, but i’m glad to hear you’ve been catching up on reading them again !! Yaaay
the internet really Is a great place… so far away yet none of that matters when we can talk so freely & easily like this…. 🦭🦦💝 seeing posts like that and having them remind me of u / us makes me so Happy eeuueehegh😢😢 i wish i could tell fai from a few years ago that this would be happening and that i’d have a friend like you eventually,, she’d be So happy🥹
https://x.com/i/status/2073734959391719896?s=46 cutie cutie cutie
i said the exact same thing when shizuku's card dropped..😭😭😭 back then i really thought Maybe just maybe this'll be shiho's time. i sensed it. close enough 💔 the thing where they Somehow made shizuku's event about tsukasa was So wild to me. why is tsukasa kun the bus driver!!!!!!! a minoshihoan lineup is Perfect on so many ways.., colopale please take notes ! ! 😇
..!!! i remember how you have a bunch of shiho merch n stuff & do oshikatsu with them rightright. i was thinking of a polaroid / collage thing with a bunch of photos you've taken of them. and you can also add some text somewhere like descriptions too 🤔 could def be another perfect thing for faifai :3 there r a bunch of rlly nice polaroid pngs on tumblr too 💭💭 i audibly Gasped.., that pin looks so pretty 😭😭😭😭 another color combo i rlly love asides pink + green is pink + brown. Definitely going into my inspo board!!!!!! it looks So fun to make,, hope u'll be able to make them urself one day (*˘︶˘*)♪♪ (++i'm 😭Working on it!!!!!!! i was thinking since i Love to stay up why not just. make use of that time. i'm gathering a bunch of inspo Everything i could get. auuggigkhkggjkv😭😭😭😭 can time slow down a bit😭😭😭wahajakfjljjjjllhlhj😭😭)
in that story he's. drunk 😭😭i think. it's still so funny whajsksjdj jealous kafka is one of my fav kafkas ever. 😇🩷 i've actually been getting back to reading eitr stories lately!!!♪ they're mostly Really funny😭 you should definitely do so!!!!! :33 (it's sad that i'm missing out on the stupid in-game animations n stuff since ive been only reading them off translation posts.. the only story i read in-game the prologue 💔 r1ze mainsto made my heart Ache so muuucchhh for renga and That's only just from me Reading. imagine if i read the whole thing voiced. in-game. sobsobsob;;;;
i'm also very much looking forward to your duck-in-a-hat-with-a-watergun search☺️☺️!!!!!!
(i'm gonna Sob😢😢you are very very worth the distance & i'm glad we're able to talk like this despite that. the internet really is cool for bringing us together 🦦🦭 may the world be kind to you as well 🫂🩷!!!!!!!! all the love ever ever ever)
i Will keep on trying🥹🫂 you do the same for me, Ok ??!!! i’ve started using small “milestones” as a way to keep myself going since that seems to work,,, my miku expo date is aaaallll the way in november this year so that’s my will to keep pushing for the next few months. and then after that it’s shiho’s bday.. and then possible valshiho ♪ (PLEASE COLOPALE!!!!!)
https://i.postimg.cc/Hx14V3ZB/IMG.jpg this is the homescreen layout ! ( • ₃ •) i like it a looot ehehe.. my last one was very Boring so this is a nice upgrade ^__^
i Alsooo had a sudden burst of motivation & found ideas for stuff from pinterest a couple of hours ago and created these two scrapbook-ish(?) thingies ♪ https://i.postimg.cc/MGbphMK5/IMG.jpg
i have a folder in my notes app that’s dedicated to quotes / posts i see that remind me of shiho along with some little rambles and love letters to her that i’ve been meaning to write down in my journal, and figured that maybe looking through those would give me some ideas.. and they did writing down my every thought relating to her is finally having it’s benefits💭💭
i didn’t know you’d been into it for that long whoaaa,, kafka must’ve been destined to be one of ur favs because of the coincidence in dates :3
i’m a sucker for a baby card too😭😭😭 the prsk bloomfes untrained cards being the characters as babies makes me feel So maternal for every single one of the characters… especially the little memory photos from when they’re children🥹 saki’s will END me i fear. she’s gonna be so adorable i just know it
i went to go look back at the board u mentioned when we were talking about resources & inspo and stuff and then saw the seal otter emojis and Gasped..🥹 my pinterest boards / acc are private but i have a similar board Actually… hehe. a lot of mine is also just what we’ve sent each other😭😭
(yesYes !!!! that is fai.💝🎀🌷 cutie pink outfit bnuuy)
constantly having my classmates ask me why i was no longer in the honor roll in 6th grade felt like continuous punches in the stomach 😭 I think especially lately it's been really painful for me.to "keep on trying" no matter what it may be about, so hearing this from you really makes me happy 🥲 maybe i'll get back on my feet one day!!!!! 🫂🩷
a thought I had earlier today while thinking back on this convo was that i am very sure that despite those disabilities & the things you aren't able to do, not a lot of people have come to try as hard as you do & i think that's something to be proud of regardless if you end up failing over & over. one thing i really admire about people is their strength to keep on trying no matter what obstacles they face. just knowing you tried So hard is already admirable enough ☹️🩷
i don't mind hearing it a hundred more times♪♪ you owe me absolutely nothing at all!!!!!! knowing my words reach you is way more than enough for me & i'll continue to make sure you know that i'll /always/ be supporting you & by ur side no matter what ^___^ i'm very very grateful for all the things you've done for /me/ as well!!!! ur words alone come such a long way i hope you know 🥲!!!!! thank you for continuing to be here for me:'
may that sudden burst of motivation come to you one day ♪ i'm very happy to help!!!! i don't often get the chance to talk about scrapbooking & sharing my resource stuff w anyone ^_^、 i'll always love the fact that we have a bunch of things in common when it comes to aesthetics & favs hehehe (the anime itself alrdy made me So happy so when i saw that it'd be premiered exactly on my birth month i got even more excited T___T they did this for Us trust!!!!!!!!/$#"!)
THE 😭😭😭yES😭😭😭😭😭😭 one thing i love ab eitr is that both of my favs share a birth month so they get bday content at the same time :3c funny how just a few days ago i was just thinking about how eitr should release more baby cards... they heard me. baby kafka makes me want to sob especially😢😢 so tiny. so bug-eyed. and he's wearing his mom's lab coat. who else crode... thankyou so muchie for the tiny duck as well 🩷🩷🩷 they're sending me a sign to go to bed i think. time check 3:39am 🩷
that absolutely sucks no way??🥲🥲 i can't imagine how disappointing it felt not being able to do it:' i think we're the opposite. i Used keyword used to be smart. really smart. consistent honor student typa thing. i peaked in elementary and then i plummeted to the bottom so suddenly during my last year😭 a whole 360. so seeing people be consistent honor students makes my heart ache <//3 knowing they were able to do it & still keep up while i wasnt able to. i am a very envious person. even worse because since then I've slowly started feeling like i'm falling behind everyone while everyone's pace seems to be getting faster. which is funny because there was a time when i used to feel like i was smarter than Most of my classmates.
butbutbut I want You to know that i'll always be superrrr proud of you all the same ^___^ i am very sure that none of your insecurities & flaws could ever outweigh the wonderful person you are underneath it all. i'm very happy to know that /you/'ll always be supporting me no matter what 🥹🩷 it means more than i could ever say. we'll always be rooting for each other through everything 🦭🦦
everything was So worth it in the end 🥹🥹!!!!! there would always be things that would remind me of you & it felt really sad not being able to just send them to you in the moment. so knowing we can both send stuff to each other like this (& even just chatting like this!!!!) makes me so happy ☹️🩷🩷 another rurifai leoni parallel.../&/$)&/ shihocchi really brought us together just to make us leoni 2.0 🩷
that's another thing why i prefer digital T___T you can exactly perfectly picture / test out an idea you have in your head in traditional either, while it's something you can do So easily digitally by just. editing the thing on the spot 😭 you can simply undo the whole thing if it's not to ur liking either..,
💭💭 for where i get my pngs tumblr is my #1 bestie. they're blogs that are dedicated to posting transparent pngs & layout stuff. i always search for "[adjective, mainly a color in my case] png(s)". (other keywords i use are frames, dividers, paper(?)) going thru the #rentry resources tag will give u a bunch of png resources too :] another site i have is rentry.co/mode + rentry.co/gunmetalblack ^__^ while i mainly use it for rentries it's still rlly useful for digital scrapbooking stuff (*´︶`*) ♪ having a bunch of general inspo helps me a Lot in terms of finding motivation to make my own stuff 😭 i have whole pinterest board filled with inspo stuff https://pin.it/1ih0YG1DU ❤︎ the scrapbook stuff being in the "<3" section ♪ i noticed some of the stuff i have saved there are perfect inspo for a scrapbook + ramble thing!!!!! perfect for the idea you had in mind (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡