this whole conversation has me giggling and smiling So much i hope u know😭😭🥹 the joys of friendship!!!!!!!
but Nooo..!!!!! i loved the chiikawa thing so much :’3,, especially since you unknowingly sent it at a time where i started to love chiikawa a Lot more ♪ (fun fai fact. next month i’m getting a little chiikawa tattoo as a bday gift to myself💭💭 fairy chiikawa. exciting exciting) smaller & sillier gifts or posts u send like that make me the happiest.❤︎ noooothinggg u send or make could ever /not/ be good in my eyes.🫂 i cherish them all!!! (i specifically remember when you first made this atabook and i saw the layout for the first time and it made me so happy🥹🥹 i remember going insane about it on my twt account LMAO)
being perceived and opening up are two very scary things for me so being able to discreetly show someone my true self and sort of have those parts of me exist(?) through the characters i like feels much easier hehe.. ꒰⑅ •̥ ꒳ •̥ ⑅꒱ it’s nice to know you notice that 
ena pjsk is another character i love a lot. i don’t know if i’ve ever mentioned her??!? also soyo from bandori… my babies😢
i understood ur wording, that’s exactly how i’d put it too :3 a way of getting to know how someone’s brain works better…. Kinda.
childhood friends tropes are Great so i get you there😭😭it’s one of the only main common tropes i don’t find super boring actually😭 (really???? ruricchi!!!! what a coincidence❓❓)
( ˶´ ᵕ `˶ )ﾉ(´ω｀) hearing that makes me Sooo happy🥹☹️ you deserve all of it and so much more!!!! faifai will always love & care for u no matter how hard it gets ♪ i’m definitely getting better at realising these things thanks to your help🥲 baby steps!! it can rlly hard to get out a mindset like that,,, be gentle to yourself and take it slowly🫂 we’ll be stubborn together, rurifai is too strong for our bond to be broken by thoughts like that ever again＼(^o^)／ we’ve come so far already.<3 (another little thing i’ve definitely noticed is how much more comfortable(?) and expressive you’ve become overtime since we started talking again and it’s really nice to see🥹 ur doing Very well.)
she’s one apple tall….. Teeny tiny….😭😭😭mysekai shiho is so CUTE😢😢 yesyes i like how her cheeks look in that first one.. squishy squishy
while i was scrolling through the tab to find that outfit for shiho, there were lots of other outfits being modelled by ritsu nuis and they were so cute🥹 https://i.postimg.cc/8Pkcr087/IMG.jpg i thought you’d like this one..😊😊
https://x.com/i/status/2066167944271598046?s=46 ++ a cute little yume prompt i saw on my tl for you💭💭💭
these r my fav kind of convos to have when it's the two of us 🥹🥹 i Hope u know!!!!!!!!! That's so cute???!!!! a chiikawa tattoo..😢🩷 fairy chiikawa suits u a lot esp with the pink im seeing !!!!! :O && i didnt know u started to love chiikawa around that time (*´ω｀*) that reminded me of the time i was (re(?))designing my atabook & it had these polkadot pattern & you said the same thing about it too :3c the coincidences r so funny i love it so much 😭 ruriseal superpowers methinks 💭💭 butbut it makes me so happy to know that reallyreally 🥹🥹🥹 and knowing they mean That much to you even if it's the tiniest things make me want to keep making more of those :'3 something will pull me out of editing burnout soon (；^ω^）i've been thinking of remaking this layout soon 💭 i enjoyed making all those little things for you & love seeing how happy they all make you feel ＼(^o^)／＼(^o^)／
I totally get that !!! for my case i find it quite hard finding characters who i could relate to (i used to relate to kanade a whole lot more back then but now im straying away from that... #Healing ? ?) but i've lately been finding more comfort in characters the opposite of me. for some reason. i don't think u mentioned anything ab ena to me but I do remember you stating it somewhere that she (and soyo) were ur favs i think!!!!!! if you put saki, ena, soyo & ruri in a blender an otter in a cute pink outfit would come out. andYesyeyss when i actually first read ur mirapa guide the ruricchi mention was one thing that stranded out for me & it made me so happy😭😭 i didnt know how to bring it up at the time but the coincidence stayed in my mind for a bit ♪♪ and actually for the childhood friends tropes yhing. it just so happened that 90% of my fav ships involved the trope that the trope itself just started to grow on me. if you know xingyun from genshin That was my very first fav ship ever. i was Crazy about them. 😭😭😭😭😭i even once had this entire dialogue thing memorized Word For Word. 2021 me was on that xingyun pill.
every step matters no matter how big or small & im so proud of you for being able to make progress 🥹 & knowing i was able to help you in any way i can makes me really happy to hear too !!! (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς) you deserve to recognize your worth no matter how much the world tries to put you down. we'll do our own things at our preferred pacing, no rush to you as well ＼(^o^)／ !! looking back & seeing how far we've come despite everything just makes me want to protect our friendship even more. we'll both do our very best ( ◜‿◝ )♡ 🦭🦦🩷 (;;;;;;; i actually didn't notice that at all !!?!?🥹😭 but since uve pointed it out I think. yeah.!!!! that sentence alone made me very emotional. thank you so much for being here 🫂🩷🩷 you've helped me a bunch & i'm so glad i can be open despite how scared i am abt having friends here still. all the same with you as well!!! i hope we can learn to be more open with each other together (･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･))
Oh mygoDODDDDJFJ😭😭😭😭😭😭 little richu nuiiiuiuiuiiii😭😭😭 i feel So maternal over this specific nui i. love it. he's so Cuuuteeeeehejdsk😭😭 thank uso much..,.,,,,. ++++ oh my gosh I think we should send each other yume prompts more often. this is So. ?&$/)_$
:/(/!wwwaaaahhhhhjhlhl aueufjghkh. i'm lowk imagining the roles being swapped here.,, esp the playing w their hair thing. giggles ....
(++ i feel i should've put this somewhere at the top of my msg But. hello!!!!!! thank u so much for the msgs 🥹🩷 I think i've moved on from whatever was bothering me last night ♪♪ faifai hugs received & sending some back to you 🫂!!!! it wasn't this huge deal so i wanted to get back as soon as I can ･｡ᐠ( ᐢ ᵕ ᐢ )ᐟ｡･ hmmm one good thing from last night was that i was able to sleep a biiit earlier than usual (my usual being.... 4-5am 😭 i slept a few hours earlier thanks to wanting to get over with it LOLL) so yes. I slept soundly(*´︶`*) being able to talk to you lightens up my mood a lot, so writing that did help in a way 🥹 (++ all the love back to you ♪♪ ^__^ & oh my god that outfit on nagi is So cute????? the little flowers 😢😢so pretty & pink... what a cutie 🩷🩷)
knowing you're here means a whole lot to me, i hope you know :,) i appreciate lots & lots!!!! i am currently doing a lot better than i was^__^ & again, writing here is lightening up my mood more on top of that ♪ \(^ω^\ ) also ,the shiho dialogue???😭😭😭 poor thing...😭😭 i can imagine a tiny mysekai shiho doing a 360 on a swing & it's making me giggle LMAAOO)
okayueueueee i’m glad it made you happy😭😭reading ur response and all of your kind words makes me feel so warm and loved😭🫶🏻 all of it back to you!!! u deserve all of the care and affection too.<3
it’s just insane to me that we’ve been talking consistently for Seven months??!??? that’s the longest so far🥹 spiritoomfs are stronger than ever. i truly believe that too, that we’ll come back to each other Even stronger than before if anything were to happen. (like leoni red string of fate kinda thing.. Hehehe. :3) thank you for always waiting and being here for me even when things have gotten tough.❤︎ never forget that /i’ll/ always be waiting here whenever You need a break too, ok??🫂🫂 i’ll never be able to fully express just how grateful i am for you☹️💝 (also something slightly random But more on topic, did u know i still look back at that strawpage u made for christmas && the rurifai chiikawa and hachiware thingy sometimes??!,, i cherish every single thing u send and make for me 
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i notice a lot of little things like that!!! you can tell a lot about someone from the characters they like i think… or at least in my case my favs usually reflect me and the way i am in ways i don’t usually speak about, so i like seeing that in other people’s favs🥹 ruricchi is a sucker for childhood friends tropes i’ve come to notice💭💭 it’s nice to know you go back to the rambles i made for u hehe ^__^ if i ever get the urge to yap abt things again i’ll definitely come to u ♪ i alsoo enjoy seeing fanart or nui photos from media that i’m not interested in randomly come onto my tl and have them remind me of you🙃 it’s like. secret spiritoomf communication. everytime one of my interests / favs comes onto ur tl it’s me saying hello, and when one of Yours comes into mine, it’s You saying hello..!.!.!!!
i’m So glad to hear that🥹🥹 it’s always made me happy that you don’t get such intense nerves / anxieties when it comes to me. my aim is to make you feel comfortable enough to be yourself with me and i’m glad i can do that!! just know that those fears aren’t stupid and never will be, okay??❤️🩹 it’s completely valid to feel like that and you’re not doing it intentionally to be mean, so i don’t think you shld be hard on urself because of it ´ω`)っ i feel the same way a lot, so i get it!! i still have urges like that a looot even now, but you seem to be one of the only people i’ve ever been able to actively push the thoughts away for and remind myself that the bond isn’t worth throwing away.🩷 i don’t everrr want to leave without a proper explanation again. sending u looots of hugs, you deserve so so much.❤︎❤︎ i’ll forever be happy that i’m someone who doesn’t activate those feelings as harshly.
and yes….. we Can hangout forever and ever and ever….. in our own silly little rurifaisealotter universe.🦭🦦💝 we will play silly games together every single day (ᐡ ´ ꒳ ` ᐡ)
https://x.com/i/status/2066002880390447483?s=46 + https://x.com/i/status/2066060374802403546?s=46 UsUsUsUs
https://x.com/i/status/2066135595370623336?s=46 because you always talk abt how you crave ice cream… kafka and nagi have some for u ♪🍦🍨
i was thinking of this the other day actually 🥹🥹 the thought that we're talking like this again & that we're still going strong even after almost 8 months now?!?! 8 is a huge number to me we've come so far :'33 🩷🩷🩷 the longer that streak gets the more proud i am of us, of you 🫂❤︎ it makes me so happy to know we're able to talk like this again :' i really Really love the leoni string of fate thing...🥹??! it's silly too since it's shiho who basically brought us together,,
i didn't know you still looked back at them :'DD ❤︎❤︎ i'm so happy to know you still do, especially the rurifai chiikawa thing🥲🩷 very stupid thought but i used to think that maybe it just wasn't the best thing i made n all,, so knowing you appreciate it that much feels so reassuring :'3 i'll also keep that in mind too! i'm very very grateful to know that you'll be there for me whenever I need it. i'll do my very best to take things easy as well 🫂 !!! i'm so grateful to have you here :' i'm not good with words but i hope you know how happy it makes me feel knowing we'll always have each other's backs, even after everything. rurifai truly fighting against all odds 4eva🦦🦭🩷
i actually did notice a pattern with ur favs too!!! it clicked while reading ur mirapa rambles & how much you relate to rurino. then there's saki too! i love knowing more about ur favs since it sort of feels like also getting to 'know'(?) u more in a way. wrong wording. terrible wording. but it's like u said, you can tell a lot abt a person based on their favs—the how's & why's, understanding their character & finding patterns & going "ooh so this is why they like x!".
the. childhood friends trope thing. it's one thing I did notice abt my pattern in my favs too but i never told it directly to anyone ever before?/;?)!/??/ 🥲🥹😭😭 i am a HUGE sucker for that trope. super duper. most of my fav ships just so happen to always involve being childhood friends. it makes me so happy you noticed that ???????? 🥲🥲🩷🩷🩷 waaahaahajeieedjfj funny thing is that a few other ships have been growing on me lately. two specifically. guess what trope they both have in common. (off topic but. yk my yumeship with kaoru right. back then i came up with this nickname that i think he'd call me: ruricchi. 🥹 hehe,,,)
especially lately since most of my online friendships have been going downhill because of me feeling impossible to reassure, for some reason you always manage to find the right words (& not even Just words, but your actions as well) to reassure me & it's enough to make me go "yeah. she Does mean these things & i'm so grateful to know she actually cares!" you've done way more than just make.me feel comfortable enough to be myself freely without worry :' it means a whole lot to me. butbut everything back to you as well! i know things can sometimes be especially hard for you, but i hope you'll be able to be kind to yourself regardless. you are way more than your illness & the things that hold you back, and if you think no one, not even yourself, can see through that, know that there'll always be someone out there who /does/—me.
i think it's all the same with me, too T__T, ghosting everyone & being so scared about making or rekindling old friendships making me want to push everyone else away & enjoy staying in my little bubble where it'll be "safe", but im a whoooole lot stubborn when it comes to you. i treasure our friendship too much to simply do that. i want to protect our friendship & shoo the thoughts away because these fears just aren't worth wasting such a precious bond. you're trying your very best & i can see that (and again againagain i am Super proud of how far you've come 🥲🩷 i know it's definitely not easy and yet here we are. you're so strong & i hope you recognize that. big hugs 🫂🫂🫂🫂), and i want to do my very best as well (/･ω･(-ω-) ❤︎❤︎ for you, for us.
(Awwwwwwwwurhdjjdj🥹🥹🥹🥹 it's us!!!!!!! rurifai in every universe. id like to keep a compilation of posts that remind us of each other ... i should start doing that 💭💭 ++ kafkaaa & nagiiieueueuv🥹🥲 aren't they just so sweet ..,,, tell them I said thank you!!!!!!! (speaking of cravings. for the past few weeks I've been craving this specific dish from a fast-food restaurant that i Love. and earlier at the mall i was finally able to satisfy that craving♪ chaofan from chowking... it's Sooooo goooood 🤤🤤 i also got ice cream after that too!!!!!! two points for ruri♪♪)
also. speaking of the mall. there were these stalls that sell all kinds of merch, plushies keychains figurines etc you name it. i saw a shiho keychain (her in-game chibi). 150 php. i wasnt able to get her. because long story short i made a deal with my mom about not spending money. and i am still devastated. I walked out on shiho merch faifai. i am tearing UUUPPPP 🥲🥲😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)
faifaaiiii 🥹🥹🥹🥹 icb i only saw this now ,,, this means so much to me T____T definitely not cringe at all either ?!?! i love when you send me these kind of msgs reallyreally 🫂🫂 sending so much hugs on your way ~~
you don't know how happy it makes me to hear all of this :' i'm so glad i was able to help you in seeing your worth in a much better light. i'll say this every chance I get but you deserve just as much & so much more ! i want you to keep on knowing ur worth—you're just as deserving to make bonds with others just as everyone else, despite your flaws. that shouldn't ever change nor define your worth in this world. you'll always be loved & cared for my be no matter what happens :] even if things may get tough at times you're still deserving of everything & even so much more than that. even despite the bumpy road at times I'll still stay by your side as long as you let me ❤︎ my hand will always be outstretched whenever you may need it, & somewhere out there there's a seal who'll always consider themselves as an otter's best friend & #1 supporter ever. ruriseal will be cheering for you through every step ♪♪
and i think that if ever things may go downhill again, i'm sure we'll find our way back together like before 🫂🩷our bond hasn't been this strong ever since & i don't think it'll break that easily this time. take the time for yourself if you need it, & know that i'll always be here waiting til you're ready. that won't change.
it makes me so happy too 🥹 knowing we're always just an atabook submission away, & freely sending stuff that reminds us of each other, & random rambles here n there whenever we feel like it. i remember trying to reach out to you & was wondering if they ever reached you before 💭💭 knowing you're here now makes me feel so happy, 2024 me would feel So relieved to know that.
i'm super proud of you for being able to gather that courage regardless if it only lasted a while !! 🫂 it takes a lot of strength to come out of your shell, and the fact that we met was made possible all because of that very courage of yours ＼(^o^)／＼(^o^)／ i wouldn't have met an amazing person such as you otherwise.
i didn't know you noticed that ?!?! 🥹 i swear there's this pattern in my favs especially lately but i can't tell exactly what 💭 knowing you notice these small details warms my heart a lot.!!!!!! butbut i super love hearing about your interests too :' i love reading all those rambles & i still crave for more. every now & then i go back to reading the mirapa guide you sent me ^___^ ♪♪
i do remember that time i sent you something like this too T___T i love those rare moments where it all just spills out. it's not often that the emotions i spill turn out positive or anything, & it makes me really happy seeing your reaction to that msg too :'3 🫂🫂 i'm so glad it helped you in a way 🩷 i'm very very grateful to have met you as well!!! lately it's been quite scary for me to talk to other people & i end up ghosting them out of some stupid fear, but i'm glad i feel a lot less scared when it comes to you (/･ω･(-ω-) thank you for existing & continuing to do so. the world—mine specifically, is a much better place with you here :'3 thank you over and over, really.
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