wait okay so Um. i think i jinxed myself. #nevermind ! ignore that last msg about me feeling better🙃🙃fai is still away for the time being i’m Very sorry for all of that please ignore me i have no clue what’s happening☺️ have a Great day !

hello hello!! aaaa i'm so glad to know you're doing better 🥹🩷 i think writing down those things with the thought of "sending them" while not actually doing so sounds like a really nice alternative, i'm glad it helped you get some things off your chest in a way ^_^ iii actually saw the livestream announcement too.!!!! icchan and shihocchi is here to save the day :] ++ my reply to ur other msg.!!!! even though you said that it's not rlly bothering you anymore id like to say a few(?) things ^_^ it's completely understandable, i get it!!🫂🩷 it's fine if you're not ready to open up on such a deep level. I'll be here regardless, waiting until you feel comfortable enough. and even if that day may not come, it's totally alright too! you're not alone in this 🥲 i used to think the same way. it's terrifying to think that the other person's view of you may change once you Fully open up. i won't ever force you to let it all out, but know that whenever the time comes that you'll be ready, i'll be here—i'll /still/ be here. i know that these things can be hard to believe(?), but i hope that little by little, you'll feel comfortable enough to say these things. it's okay to have these "ugly" parts of you, and it's okay to let all the years of bottled up raw feelings out. i hope you won't have to feel the need to hide them away just to seem "more bearable." it's very kind of you to still be so considerate of me despite /your/ problems. but know that you are more than deserving as well to have someone to run to whenever things get bad, no matter how often or intense they may be. you're one of the kindest & sweetest people I've ever known, and i don't think anything could ever outweigh that—not the ugly parts, not the horrible thoughts, not the things you're too scared to let out, never. you're more than So deserving to feel secure enough to let these things show & not fear of the other person flinching. i'll love you either way, and slowly, little by little, may you feel safe enough to fully accept that. 🦦🩷 (& knowing my bday msgs for you helped you cheer up somehow makes me so happy to know ☹️🩷 even if it's a little, im glad i'm able to help you in one way or another.) ++ the party hat oj my goshshjfsh 😭☹️🩷🩷 ruricchi in about three months from now. that is me. 🎂!!!!!!!!

https://x.com/i/status/2078847819763638444?s=46 oomf

hello fai update.☺️☺️ i am completely fine now☺️☺️ thank u for caring and offering to listen to me talk but my brain for some reason could not care less about anything that was bothering me a few hours ago ^_^ Very confused but yay ! ^_^ (i also wrote a draft of things incase i Did end up venting to you and i guess writing it all out made a difference?? even if i didn’t send it.) all is well everything is great and ichi7 is on the horizon and i absolutely love hinomori shiho

reading through all the stuff you wrote for my birthday is helping me feel less shitty in general (in a way,,,) so thank you (╥ ᴗ ╥)

i want to talk to someone so badly but i really don’t know how to word things. i don’t really open up on a deeper level very often so it’s like. years of stuff stored in my mind??? and i don’t want it to come out as if i’m telling you my entire life story in the longest message ever sent. i’m scared of changing your perception of me if i Did let my inner thoughts out or coming across as too much for you because the last thing i want is to be too high maintenance and then make You feel shitty in return. i just want to be bearable and not seem like someone who’s helpless or constantly at risk or something even if i know deep down that’s not my fault,, i just don’t want you to feel obliged to be there for me when you have problems of your own i suppose. knowing that you care and that you’re here is comforting though, even if it doesn’t last that long at times like this. thank you🥲🫂

hi faifai ^___^ i saw ur loc just now & was hoping u're doing okay 🫂 if u need the time away then feel free to take as much as u need. if i could be of any help to you, please don't hesitate to let me know :' 🩷 if you're comfortable enough to vent about it then i'll gladly be here to listen if it's to help you get some things off ur shoulders. i hope whatever's happening will pass soon. sending sooo much love on ur way (･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)

https://x.com/i/status/2078465790173757948?s=46 ruriseal sushi

i’m glad u like it all hehe ♪ saki and audino has always been one of my fav pairings because that’s Literally her as a pokèmon… cute little pink & yellow thing.💝💝 i want to one day pair every single character from every single thing i’m interested in with a pokèmon,, it’s such a great franchise because there really IS at least one pairing for every single character or person you could ever think of. hmhmmm.. i’ve never really thought abt a pjsekai pokèmon au past simply giving everyone team members so this time i wanted to also think abt what they’d do if they were in that universe💭 very fun. i should make a faisona team Actually……. ueuueeueghhh☹️🥹🥹🥹 when i first sent it i soon realised that other people had sent longer and more meaningful messages and i felt really annoyed that i didn’t do that Too, but it seemed too weird to send a whole second msg so.. as soon as i saw ur post about it i knew i had to slide in and expand on it😭 i think ur layout being based on styf made me want to start a bond more because i Really liked it too!!! ?1!:?/!:? REALLY???😭😭Stop it it’s like we share half a brain or something..😭 i actually requested it more than once but instantly removed said request because i worried that you’d find it strange How i found ur priv,, definitely🥲🥲 seeing everyone else getting sets that look really cute and pretty makes me so deeply sad because why couldn’t shiho have had that… even the untrained cards were simpler than the rest of them😭 i still like her card because. it’s shiho. Obviously. but they could’ve done SO much better</3 but i’m still so glad that saki got a cute pastel set ueueu she’s so Pretty…🥹 i’ve already seen people complaining saying that it’s boring and repetitive because we’ve had lots of pastel cards of a similar style before which is true But,, fai is too easily pleased i fear. they could give us hundreds of cards in that style and i’d eat them up Every Single Time. the event description mentions them finding two people who are having a really intense argument that’s worrying those around them and it’s just making me think of mainsto middle school leoni. and everytime that era of leoni is brought up i internally panic for the possible mischaracterisation that may come from it.. and since one of the other linking themes between this group is loneliness and isolation? #Scared !

oh my godtheyre SO CUTEEEEEEEEE😭😭😭 remember when i said maybe a gloomyish theme. Yeah definitely not this is so much better but oh my goddddddd😭😭😭 my condolences go out to shiho hinomori and tsukasa tenma

ruri😭😭😭😭 wl3 part 4 cards are so much cuter and more adorable than shiho & tsukasa’s set i’m going to lose my SHIITITTTT

the url was /toxtricityshiho !! :3 buuut as i was re reading through it i realised a lot of my thoughts have changed since i made it so. i updated it a little bit ♪ i’d looove to make a whole big au of my own one day so i want to keep every single idea and detail about it in one place just incase💭💭 (writing all that made me realise i repeat the specific words and terms way too much😭😭) and my updated shiho team members are there too !! Yaaay YES😭😭that’s exactly how people act when it comes to her Goodbyeee😭😭 the whole “prsk fans have no reading comprehension” discourse gets more and more real every single day,, </3 why did i have to be cursed to favour the unit who constantly gets affected by said lack of reading comprehension ( ;´ - ` ueuuweegehhehhh?-!/?/! were you really??2!3?😭🥹🥹that made me smile So much awwweueueuue🥹 i’d followed you for a couple of months before actually opening my acc up and when i did i Knew you were one of the first people i wanted to try and talk to,, i thought /you/ were really cool😭😭 i actually knew ur priv a few weeks before we actually exchanged them through kou and i wanted to request sooo badly but was too scared to do it,, so i was VERY relieved when you asked for mine lmaooaoaoao knowing that my thoughts at that time were mutual is so()2?:?2 aaauauquwgehwjwhwh.. i would Never have had the courage to ask outright myself so. thank u past ruri for asking ..!!! woohoooo :3 i’m SO happy they didn’t make tsukasa look like an idiot waaa.. my BABY!!!! i love minoris a Lot too. if it was more pink rather than orange that’s something i’d probably wear💭💭 but all i can think abt is how adorable shiho would look in miku’s outfit,,, i feel like i remember something similar being said before but i’m not sureee.. i used to be Exactly the same. i’m so sad i never kept most of my collections from when i was younger because i’ve picked half of them back up now😭😭 they’re all so adorable (🥹🥹we’ve grown sooo much since back then uuuee… i never would’ve imagined that we’d still be here, going so strong almost three years later!!!☹️ it makes me really happy to think about) ALSO ALSOOOAAAGHHHAHAH sakichan wl3 announcement soon. saki.. in the group who’s connecting theme is loneliness and isolation. ruri i’m going to DIE!!! i’m so excited😭😭😭but if this set is really good and detailed i’m going to be so mad on shiho&tsukasa’s behalf because their set was really boring and poorly done compared to the others imo🥲🥲 can sakichan get a bad card to make it even. Please. i’ll accept that

https://x.com/i/status/2077788190799237420 we were Just talking about this.😭😭😭 looking back at our very early convos then transitioning to us Now. seriously. who knew we'd get this far together ☹️🩷

Hello my.tl on one of my acc's is Filled with bunnies https://x.com/i/status/2077885572723662855 sakichan bnnuy

omgmgm https://x.com/i/status/2077886658113155221 Cuties😭😭😭😭😭😭