otter is full of LOVE
February 4, 2026 at 8:41:46 PM
what the fuuucvkkkjjwhwhevv?1!2?2!:?2!1?2☹️☹️☹️☹️🥹🥹🥹🥹RURIIIUEUEUUEUEUE😢😢i love you,,,😢😢 you have no idea how perfectly timed this message is what the HELL😭😭i’ve Literally just woken up from an escape reality nap due to stupid family shit and OUGHHHH😭 Sobbing. tears in my eyes.
See one thing i’ve always struggled with is feeling Needed(?) and seen in friendships because. irl i’ve always kinda been pushed to the side and forgotten, and no other online friend i made cared to reach out once i left almost Two years ago And,,☹️ you made it your mission to essentially chase after me and do whatever it took to make sure i knew you were still there; waiting for me. i genuinely think about that all of the time because i was in such a bad place when i first left my account for many reasons, we were actually messaging each other that day while i was on the bus home from a difficult hospital visit and reading your words cheered me up so so much</3 you were a huge breath of fresh air because you Never Gave Up!!£ Ever!!!! even when i was being incredibly difficult for you. i can never thank you enough for that.. even if i say it about 100 times😭
i think you’ve definitely helped me in terms of getting me to realise my worth in friendships & that i Am capable of making long lasting ones even with all of my physical and mental limitations. you’ve always been nothing but kind and accepting and that’s something that i more than Anything❤︎❤︎ ++ i hope u know that everything you’ve said here and more counts from me to you too!!🥹🫂 i feel the same way uuuu,,, ur the bestest friend ever and it makes me happier than you could imagine to wake up and know that even from so far away, you’re Here and rooting for me through everything.
knowing that you feel that way and that i’ve had such an impact on your life means everything to me too☹️☹️all i want is to make you feel comfortable and happy and knowing that i do that makes me so glad. i’ve said it so many times before, but i will never EVER give up on you. no matter what. i Want to Be here for you in whatever ways possible, and to give you the support and love that you deserve!! always!!! even if ur not an open person, and i don’t know much about you and what you go through / have been through, i want to always make it clear that i’m here for Anything you may need, no matter what.❤️🩹 you mean so so much to me as a friend and i want nothing more than to give back everything you’ve given to Me; to make you feel cared for and seen.🥹 i Want to be able to help you through those tougher moments too & show you that i Will stay by your through them even if your brain tries to tell you that you don’t deserve it. and knowing that my presence gives u that reassurance just feels so nice to hear uueuueu😭😭 i’m happy you can feel my efforts!!! ^_^
and i’m so glad you like when i send you things🥹🥹i have always wanted someone to do that with so when you started doing it with me,,, i could’ve CRIED. i looove scrolling through stuff and immediately seeing things that make me think of you / us :’3 and seeing all of the things you send make me happy too!!!!
not to get /too/ into things. But. earlier today i had one of my moments of doubting the point of my existence and thinking over whether fighting any longer is even worth it with how things are going and. reading your words and seeing you saying exactlyyyy what i wanted to hear deep down makes me feel so insanely warm and seen☹️☹️☹️🩷 having someone who matches my energy and still willingly talks to me no matter what is really special to me. especially considering My friendship history😭😭💥 it’s nice knowing that i can send you silly posts, or go on unnecessary rambles, or randomly send paragraphs of my appreciation for you and know that i’ll be greeted with the exact same thing & won’t be pushed away because i’m too much. that’s something really healing for me and🥲i Hope i can do the same for you🥲
++ i will take care of myself as much as possible☹️ and you do the same too!!! Ok?? Ok!!! (•⩊• っ)3 your existence and the fact that you’re still Here is something that makes me really happy. you’re the most caring and kindest person i’ve ever come across and i hope u know that you deserve so much in life. you always will. you genuinely have such a beautiful soul and im forever so grateful to have met you and to have become your friend and to just Know you.🦭🦦 spiritoomfs 4eva and eva !!!!!!!!!!
Replied on: February 5, 2026 at 1:30:21 PM
AWWWWUEUEU:'33 i'm glad that msg somehow cheered u up!!! i'm so sorry to hear that things have been like that with ur family 🫂🫂 i will be here if you ever need anything at all!! i wanna provide u the support u need so if u need anything at all don't hesitate :'D 🫶🏼 knowing i am able to make you feel seen & remembered makes me really happy to know 🫂 it's really one thing that I really wanted to let you know from the very start. it felt so wrong to just leave you behind like that. it didn't matter to me whenever if I knew you'd come back fully or not. what mattered to me the most was that you knew your presence And absence has made such a huge impact, if not to those other friends you made, but to me ❤︎ you deserve to be remembered, seen, heard, and needed. i did not want to pressure you at all either & gave (and will continue to give) u all the time u needed for yourself 🫂 i remember clearly how your last posts were about & all that i could think of at the moment was wanting to make you feel seen & cared about. i'm just so glad i was able to make a difference & made sure you received all the love you truly deserve. and there's still a long long way for me to go :3c i have always seem you as so, so much more than just your illnesses. they have never defined who you are to me. 🩷 i want to continue to stay by your side & make sure you know that somewhere across the globe lives a seal who is so so full of love for you!!!!!
it truly makes me so happy to know that you wouldn't give up on me. it's a feeling that i thought id never feel in such deep friendships like this. usually, it terrifies me whenever anyone gets to a certain closeness to me & the doubts start coming. but those thoughts never really come whenever it's you. maybe it's the way that you've shown me countless of times how much you've cared ever since. it's really like no other and it will always be something that i will treasure in my heart until my last breath🫂🩷 really, thank you so much for that and everything. i'll always look forward to making more new memories with you!!! the wait is always worth it every single time 🥹🥹
i'm really glad i was able to write those stuff then!!🫂🫂 i think the timing was really nice :'3 but really. your existence makes me feel so happy in so many ways. knowing that you're still trying even when it feels like the world is against your existence makes me so proud of you and i will always admire you for that, and i will aaaalways be so happy that you still keep on choosing to live. your existence alone means the entire world to me and my world is a much, much better place because you're in it. i wouldn't have it any other way, ever 🫂🩷 being able to talk to you (if not everyday) is always something that i look forward to. you being my friend is one of my most greatest privileges ever. and i want to keep on supporting you throughout every day, good or rough. i will always be here cheering for you. you'll always be seen, loved, and cared for do much as long as i am here. nothing can change that. i'll always be looking out for you. 🦦🦭
all the little things make me really happy 🥹🥹 i really really love all those posts you send me. it's the little things that make my day a lot brighter. and i of course absolutely looove sending you posts back!!!! you won't ever ever be too much for me not at all!!! the thought has honestly never crossed my mind at all & i find those paragraphs really really sweet ☹️🩷🩷 i love reading them every single time. they never fail to make my heart melt and wonder what did i ever do to deserve to have such a sweet person like her to be my friend?!??;/" you can go all out on me, and i am Sure anything you say will make my heart melt awayyyy than want to push u away.. i would Never😭😭💥💥💥💥 really ur paragraphs never ever fail to make me so happy to read. I hope you know that the thought of you being too much has never once crossed my mind whenever we send each other those kind of messages. cross my heart hope to die. those exchanges are one of my most favorite things in the entire world. 🩷🩷
i'm glad to hear you'll take extra care!!! ❤︎ again & again, take as much time as you nerf to recover both mentally & physically. no rush, knowing you're prioritizing yourself makes me really happy to know 🫶🏼 everything back to you too T__T i have never met anyone as sweet and caring as you & i will forever be grateful for everything you've done for me & all the memories we've made together 🦭🦦🩷🩷 you'll always mean so much more to me than my words could ever express. let's continue to make a ton more ok? ok. i'll gladly wait til you're ready to come back!!!!! you'll always be my spiritoomf 4eva & eva !!!!!! \(^o^)/\(^o^)/