okay actually i’m not sure if i’ll come back to this😇 im slipping back into my more anxious and attached state and it’s really throwing me off and my mind keeps making things up that give me such intense feelings and i can’t handle that anymore, nor do i want them to turn into resentment once Again. i hate being like this but seem to have no way of controlling it or distracting myself, especially Now that i don’t have the ability to leave my bed 99% of the time which makes me think and obsess too much. maybe in another life things aren’t so absolutely horrible and i can actually be normal around other people ! ☺️☺️ thank you for being my friend ruri i will always love you a lot but i think this is slowly sending me insane and for your benefit i want to withdraw from it

will be away for a while Ok ? Ok ! 😇😇

https://x.com/i/status/2045154950469026169?s=46 me w you💝

ruri Hihi 👋🏻👋🏻 out of curiosity,, do you have any references for your sona…🥹 i want to make as many miis as possible in tomodachi life and i had the great idea to try and make our sonas Friends in the game. ♪ i could even get kaoru to marry you.😇

i read these while eating a yummy cinnamon roll actually…😋😋 very very good. ThankU. that is Us yeah…😢😢😢 shihofaith…😢 uauaaugahahh shihonui is still Slightly damp but she’s not completely drenched anymore.😭 however my hair has gone super fluffy and frizzy and i can’t seem to flatten it out again But,, all is well..! the weather went back to being calm and sunny about five minutes after i got back home lmao💔 waaaaah i hope you feel fully better soon,,,🥹😢😢you seem to have fevers so constantly uuu</3 but i’m glad to hear you feel a Little bit less horrible now..!!.!.!! you shouldddd… ruriseal & faiotter will go on adventures Everywhere. i’d love to hear about them all if you do decide to start taking her w u💭 the seal is dressed in a little costume.. i Don’t know what creature it is but its very cute🥹 and the costume has little bits of pink on it.. ruri coded. this guy!!! https://i.postimg.cc/NMGGq7JV/IMG.webp very very cutieful💝🎀🦭 sometime next week i’m going to the nature reserve place where they care for otters (there’s new baby river otters this year🥹!!!) and i plan to take crochet ruriseal with me Along with one of my shihonuis ♪ ruriseal meets real life otters!!!🦦 i haven’t been in Sooo long and i’m super excited,,, she issss the perfect size for cuddling😭😭😭 her big head does get in the way a little bit though.. i’ll definitely send you photos when the dress arrives🥹 if colopale won’t give us cutesy frilly dress shiichan then i will do it Myself!! guahqhah i can imagine😭😭😭 Especially with a fever?//??/ i don’t know how you and everyone else living in areas like you survive. we had a heatwave a few years back during my birthday weekend and i felt like i was on the verge of death. everytime there’s a bit of prolonged sun i’m wishing for the horrible weather back so i get you.😔😔😭 im happy to hear that ur sleep was better than it has been,, hopefully your fever lessens soon and you can sleep a little bit easier🥹 hugs hugs.. fai will send over the wind and the rain all the way from the UK💨💨wooshh💨🌧️💧💨 seals should Not be stuck in warm climates!!!! https://x.com/i/status/2044436837247402447?s=46 shiichan with chiikawa and friends

https://x.com/i/status/2044097894878245335 ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳°

https://x.com/i/status/2044442496340726248 shihofaith methinks..ueueu 🦦🍜

https://x.com/i/status/2044611477412487566 styf shihochan!!!!

ruriiieeuuueuu😭😭😭😭😭 send prayers faiotter just got caught in a very intense storm with rain thunder lightning And hail. the weather was nice and sunny and within ten minutes i was being ATTACKED by hail!!!😭😭 i am SOAKED. shihonui is SOPPING WET😭😭😭

https://x.com/i/status/2043948382469648409?s=46 🦦🫶🏻🦭

https://x.com/i/status/2044118363325247669?s=46 💛💛🌻🥞

that’s so Cute wwywuwuwyqhqh🥹🥹😢😢😢🥹 faiotter faichan travel buddy… i love that idea. i recently ordered a tiny little mamegoma seal plush so soon i’ll be able to take ruriseal everywhere with me too💭🦭 i’ll take you to miku expo with me in november ♪ current crochet ruriseal sits on my desk beside another one of my otters and a pikachu. little faiotter in a pouch sounds Great… us going on little journeys together despite the distance in the form of little plushies.😇😇💝 (and that’s so sweet whaaa🥹 faiotter in a knights pouch. i Love it.) you and faiotter deserve a nice long rest (๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑) speaking of plushies…. Look what got delivered today😭😭😭 https://i.postimg.cc/ZYgrpGS4/IMG.jpg 40CM SHIHOCHAN!!!! i got her little bear pyjamas too and it makes me want to sob everytime i look at her🥹 (i’ve also ordered a cute pink dress for her too…) i did sleep well thank U..!!! recently i got some gummies to help calm me down and i’ve been sleeping Way better💤💤 i see people making those all the time and they look so cool… i hope you figure out how to make them one day🥹 it’d look so good with his new card ur right… spiritoomfs suffer together!!!🫂 i struggle with even the slightest bit of sun and heat where i live so i cant even Imagine how it’d feel living somewhere like the philippines where the humidity is Worse..😭 you are in my thoughts ruricchi. (++ that sounds like Hell??-?/?/? you can do this ruri…!!! faiotter will be with you in spirit for moral support.❤︎❤︎ there’s currently a small storm in my country so. i’ll telepathically send you over some rain and wind to cool everything down😇🫶🏻)

https://x.com/i/status/2042941509444751667 Random silly thing but this vaguely reminded me of me & faiotter... she's like my little travel buddy sorta. it's just school 99% of the time But still!!!!!! but instead of a pouch she's just dangling on my bag. i sometimes refer to her as faichan in my head it's funny. this sy is over so unfortunately there won't be that much adventures until then..! 🦦🦦🩷 she needs rest as much as i do LMAO i think i need an even smaller faiotter plushie. anything otter. so I can put her in a little pouch like that too. (dyk my former block mate gifted me some enst merch some time ago??🥹 and one of em was this knights pouch thing!!!!!! im daydreaming about having a tiny faiotter inside it... so cute..)

https://x.com/i/status/2043794650251538715?s=46 clip with the two seals is Us.🦭🦭 shimmy shimmy

styf shiho… Whoa…..❗️❗️ he’s just so AUUAUSYEGWGHHH,, every single day he comes out with something even more insane than he’s ever said or done before and it never fails to confuse me. that sounds funnn..! ruri rentries are always Great🥹. fai #1 ruri rentry fan ^_^ <3 purple IS a very good colour with ritsu ur right… they should purpleify him more maybe. (that’s so silly too😭 attacking u with content!!!!💥💥) it did,,, i don’t get Sick sick that often but when i do it hits me like a truck and lasts much longer than necessary😭 it’s great to breathe normally again. however i do seem to get horrible hayfever and where i live it’s approaching the time of year where thats at its worst so..! i don’t think i’m free for long. Sobs…💔 it made me laugh so much when reading it LMAO😭😭😭 stick to your faith Also got a mention which i found funny too,, it’s now a part of me forever and ever along with U. rurifai spiritoomfs 4eva yeah yeah🦭🦦🦭🦦 as soon as i saw that account my brain went right to you🥹 tiny ritsu baby. i Looove when people dress their plushies up and take them everywhere but that’s like Next Level.😭😭 have a photo of my cat while i’m here because i haven’t shown you her in a while. https://postimg.cc/34JkVHny she’s loafing in the grass🐱 she’s three years old in like two weeks😭😭😭