you explained it so well aaghhh😭😭 one day Maybe it’ll be easier for us…!!.!.! my little ruriseal keychain is on my bag now though so she’s with me wherever i go.❤︎ if / when i get an appointment for all this, you’ll be there in spirit 
(++you don’t sound pushy at All don’t worry🥹 i know deep down that’s the best option anyways. it’s just getting over my pride and admitting the issue ++ talking to my mom that i’ve gotta push through💔
i’ve always had quite bad health anxiety though so i’m hoping this is just me overthinking again and there’s some logical and less serious reason but🥲🥲 we’ll get there..!🥲
(something slightly more TMI / personal here,,) despite everything i Have been eating much better + have Unintentionally been clean from self harm for almost 3 months which is something i’ve struggled with for years and that makes me feel slightly happier so?? small positives?? (つ ω ˋ ｡ )
but i hope you know just how much it means to me to hear you saying all of this and just generally knowing that you’ll always be there & care about me despite the distance☹️💝 it’s always in the back of my mind when i feel bad and it helps a Lot.🫂 thank u thank u for Everything
faifai cheer-up squad indeed….🥹 i’m excited for when the full story is translated once the event ends so i can read it and hopefully have some good shiho tsukasa interactions.. i’m still sad that we didn’t get a card cameo but. #Whatever. https://x.com/i/status/2055989080115302742?s=46 all i’ve seen from it so far is this little moment and it’s Everything to me😭😭i love when she visibly deflates whenever tsukasa breathes near her😭
its nice to know that you at least have ruriseal to be with you ueue🥹🫂 she'll make sure you'll never have to feel alone. ruriseal will always be with you ♪ \(^ω^\ ) and I'm glad it didn't come off that way, butbut i see now !! it's understandable that you feel that way :'
i'm hoping so much as well that it isn't that serious 🫂🫂
🥹🥹🥹🥹 Three months is actually super good progress??!!! doesn't sound like tmi to me, im actually so so happy to hear that?? ｡°(°´ `°)°｡ ruriseal is super duper proud of you ,, always and forever and ever (and u should be too !!! ❤︎❤︎), it doesn't matter that it's unintentional ( ◠‿◠ ) i can't imagine how hard life must have been for you lately, so knowing that despite it all makes me happy to know 🫂🩷🩷 it's definitely something to be happy about ♪♪ i hope you can treat yourself to something to celebrate once you're feeling better!! ++ of course too 🦭🦦💝 i'll always be so happy to know that i'm somehow able to help you feel at ease despite our distance :'3 sending even more hugs on your way..!!!!!!!!!
i hope you get to read it soon!!!! that interaction is 😭😭so silly.. i love it. seeing your f/o's interact w each other is truly a fun experience. 🩷 also the potential card cameo too T___T i was hoping they'd make the untrained vers more unique since it's a wl set.., but oh well;;;;;; shiho tsukasa cameo soon. /The/ fai f/o card..💭💭
🥲🩷 i know it sucks a Lot. this feeling of being so. stuck & being /unable/ to take the next step. i see youueufjg🫂 i'd kill to be able to teleport myself right there with you. i'm really sorry to hear that all of this is happening :' although if what ever that thing is can possibly grow worse unchecked then it's really best to talk things out, all for the sake of your wellbeing :' though i really hope i don't sound pushy with that sentence;;; i know i don't have a proper say on ur situation, & im sorry that it's not easy to be able to properly talk things out with her 🫂🫂 i just hope that things work out for you soon & she'll be understanding enough this time. it sounds really serious & im really concerned :') I'm sending so many hugs on your way 💝
it's also totally alright to not talk about anything especially if it's something you rather want to avoid entirely. i'm really glad that you're able to have something to keep you distracted 🥹 it's really nice that all the new content came at the perfect time.., faifai cheer-up squad if u will! i actually had to do a double take at the wl gacha name tbh. wdym My name is there. hello. ? me mention ..?
alsoalso ur seat position??? that's super lucky 😭😭🩷🩷 i'm praying so much that you'll get well soon (/^-^(^ ^*)/ always take extra care of yourself & take things easy :'3 you Will be able to attend that concert!!!!! 🫂🫂🫂
haihai !!! it's been a while :' i'm still thinking abt u lots!! hope things are going well on your part 🫂🩷 take as much time as you need. i hope you'll feel better soon (/^-^(^ ^*)/. i would've rambled abt any updates But alas. it's been really boringjsjsj🥲 fragmem has been keeping me sane lately (*´ω｀*) but that's all ive got,,,
(also shiho hasn't been visiting my tl in a while so... i've got nothing to send :'3 shihochan come baaaackk ......)
hi hii! i see, take your time as always 🫂 know that i'll be right here when you come back ( ◜‿◝ )♡ (despite. yk. saying i'll be away for a while too.. the timing is quite funny!!;; take care as well & i hope things get better soon. u'll always be in my thoughts (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡ (++ ofcofc!!! :] there have been a lot more shihos on my tl lately ... happy happy♪♪)